我没有那么坚强

SHAMELESS PEOPLE AROUND ME!

2011-10-19T22:03:00.003+08:00

Pardon me for abandoning this blog for such a long time.
Life has been... different since I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. Let just say... I'm more out-going, I met new people and I also set my mind to tackle some bloody *arsess* in my life.

So back to the MAIN point of my blog post today.
I'm actually "DEDICATING" this blog post to a course mate of mine (oh... how I wish he could just get lost from this course).
Yes... I'm talking about YOU!

You bloody shameless, thick skinned, LIAR!
How dare you lie in front of us?!
You skipped so many clinical posting and lied to lecturer just 3???!!
Who believe you? Ghost?

I'm so sick with your lies and trying to get sympathies!
You lied to people you got sooooooooooo many test/quiz. Yeah right! How come I didn't know we got exam?!
When people refuse to postponed the exam to ACCOMMODATE you... you dare to be PISSED and say.. "aiya.. I also fail de la".
What? Expect us to feel guilty? THE HELL WE WILL!

You expected that you can so easily RE-SIT the test that you missed?
I informed you about the test, I called you, but you didn't on the bloody phone! There! I'm not going to wait all day for you!
You say you're sick... MC PLEASE! Don't create stories la!
You didn't come for test, you don't deserve and certainly don't EXPECT a re-sit will be given to you as if is a MUST!
Is unfair for us who studied so hard and step up to the exam date! You think we will just sit here do nothing about it?
You mess with the wrong group of people!

You call yourself a guy? Go and wear skirt la!
Tell so many lies, think we will believe you? Think we will just let you get away?
Sorry la. I don't tolerate this kind of people.
You just made yourself the person I DISGUST the most!
You don't deserve my friendship nor respect because you have only humiliate yourself!

What is August all about for me =D

2011-08-31T00:21:00.002+08:00

Alright, I'm a lazy, lousy blogger for heaven's sake. hehehe...
I just couldn't pick up my hands to type something and squeeze out memories from my brain。

So here I am, on the 31st of August, writing a blog post.
Oh... first and foremost, I wanna wish ALL muslims worldwide who celebrate Aidil Fitri to have a safe, prosperous Raya this year!
And to all MALAYSIANS out there!
HAPPY MERDEKA PEOPLE!

Now, I haven't exactly got any special thing to write about.
August is kinda plain for me. I somehow learned to adapt the idea of I'm now SINGLE again. Sometimes is still kinda hurts and feel lonely, but oh well.. time can was away the pain right??

Someone asked me... how do I manage to get over the excruciating pain and hurt in my heart over a 4 years love relationship in like a week?

Honestly... is not a week, not even a month or 3. I guess the only answer I can give you is because the pain has started for a long time ago. And all I did was bear with it, be patience, kept quiet.
I tried to talk with him my problem, but he never seem to be able to understand that pain, hurt, loneliness... and most important... MY INSECURITIES.

I keep distract myself. Mostly, by burying myself in a pile of work so I wouldn't think of it. Now I'm just focusing on getting myself out of Malaysia. I aiming to go to Australia for my studies as well as my career, and that means by earning a scholarship as well.

Of course besides work, there are something else. I upgraded myself.
Fashion, style, lifestyle and communication wise.
I learned to use beauty, hair and skin care products more. Not for the sake of making me more beautiful or fancy. I just wanna look healthier and get rid of those annoying imperfections on my skin!
I'm also kinda of a fruit addict these days, esp berries and I ate more healthier these days.

I guess it sort of like being self conscious, as I just got dumped for no reason at all, and now I wanna upgrade my personal standards of life.

Ah... Guess I ramble too much. Ignore what I said, if you want to. =D

Ta... ta...~~~

To "guest" that has been to my blog recently.

2011-08-09T01:08:00.004+08:00

Yes "Guest". Whoever you are, I'm writing this post DEDICATED to you.
Before I start.. let me just share with the world what you have commented on my TINIEST part of the Bersih matter in my blog post.

[Guest I'm sorry but why are you against the Bersih meet? Do you not know what significance it brings to the government and the well being of this country?]

[Guest I'm not here to **** you but I hope you understand what really is revolving around you. Don't be naive. Sorry if I was a bit harsh.]

You know what? You just sparked my anger. And if I don't knock some reality sense into your bloody head, my name is not Angeline Lam.

1st. I DARE you to quote me. WHICH PART OF MY BLOG POST SAY I OPPOSE BERSIH? In case you are BLIND or DUMB, let me just SHOW you again.

"It was very regretful that the "bersih" riot just have to happen on the same day, if not I think more people would have attend the carnival."

Tell me. WHICH PART OF IT?! Do you exactly know how to read and intepret? I was only mentioning HOW THE RIOT AFFECTED OUR CARNIVAL. I NEVER even mention anything about the riot itself or the "bersih" concept. Think yourself so smart? Think again.

2. Me? Don't know what revolve around me? hahahaha...
You want my opinion on the "bersih" riot? I think the concept is good, BUT NOT THE WAY IT IS DONE. Tell me what exactly you got after the riot? Ruin the image of the country in the eyes of the world?
I am not a political prejudice like you who takes sides. I'm neutral. I only support the concept that is right. The idea of wanting a clean election is great, but making a big riot, causing traffic jams, public transportation inconvenience and FEAR is UNFORGIVABLE. If you're gonna blame it all on the government, you are most likely childish. FACE THE FACT THAT IT BROUGHT US A LOT OF INCONVENIENCE.

If you can't even accept the reality, who you think you are to tell me to "realize what's going on around me?" I studied overseas before. You think people there got some stupid move like this？ NO. People there sit down and talk. They sign memorandums and petitions. Not creating a bloody riot that jeopardize the country's image and unity!

I suggest you go read back our Malaysia history on how we gain our independence! Does our 1st Prime Minister go to London and have a riot there? NO! Bersih riot spoiled our country's image BADLY. Don't believe me. ASK THE TOURIST AND FOREIGNERS!

3rd. Who are you to call me naive? By the way you are picking my post on MY SCHOOL CARNIVAL and turned it into a "bersih" issue, you are more childish, immature, naive and BRAINLESS. If it doesn't go into your thick skull, you are making a huge fuss over 1 sentence that doesn't even go politics at all. You and your political prejudice can just... how would I say.. FUCK YOURSELF?

And you know what I think? Because the existence of people like you it what makes name "Malaysia" goes bad. You are picking on little, small things that has NO SIGNIFICANCE AT ALL. If you can't interpret or understand what ppl say... ASK SOMEONE WHO IS WAY SMARTER THAN YOU! Don't go open your mouth and criticize ppl when you don't even qualify to do so.

Not satisfied with what I said? I welcome you to actually reason with me more. And I said I DARE YOU TO QUOTE MY PREVIOUS POST. Which part of it say I, Angeline Lam oppose Bersih?

Brainless, prejudice, close-minded people.
P/s: You don't need to put the name GUEST. If you are so heroic, 'patriotic' and brave to argue with me, put down your real name. I'm sure I know you. Or else you wouldn't hide who you are.
COWARD!

My teenage movie: Harry Potter

2011-07-19T18:30:00.004+08:00

You've seen the title and I think you guys can pretty much guess what I want to write about this time.
Yup! This post is much about the latest and last Harry Potter movie, the ending of the billion dollar movie franchisee, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2!

Went to watch it with Ivana, Nico and Ella at Pavilion last Sunday, and I have to say... that was far the happiest day I experienced THIS year. Not only because of the movie watching, but also due to some factors or I should say... happenings that I refuse to discuss here. ;)

The look of the day xD
(minimal make up and an unplanned hairstyle)

Thank goodness we are actually driving to KL that day. Couldn't stand by the thought of have take the KTM from Nilai to KL. I tell you, it can honestly murder you! =_=!!
And of course, since we are practically there already... shopping it a sort of.. MUST? Well... not for me at least, I'm just accompanying that day. xD

Me and Ella in Parkson's fitting room.

Well.. Ella wanted to buy some formal clothes cause she lose weight *envious*. I'm FAT!!!! T.T
Can't exactly believe that I am cam-whoring inside of the fitting room till today.

Ok.. so I FINALLY watched Harry Potter!! THE LAST MOVIE!! It was.. oh well... GREAT!! =D
But I kinda have a slight disappointment. Especially with the couple pairing. I wanted Hermione to be with Draco!!! T.T
And I also want more appearance of DRACO MALFOY!!! RAWR!! He's HOT!! hahahahaha
Was so touched by Prof. Snape's memory scene and wow... Prof. McGonagal is COOL!!!!

They look good together.. SEE!!! I want this pairing!!! T.T

Oh well.. that concludes the long 10 years of Harry Potter series. I personally think the fighting scene could be better and Snape's death could be more heroic instead been killed by that stupid snake. ==!!

Ah... regarding the OTHER factor I was saying... hehe... I shall remain it as a secret.
Let me give you guys a hint, is something related to my ex. ;)

SMKSM Carnival '11

2011-07-11T00:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm...
I might say this should be the most highlighted post of the year.
SMKSM Carnival 2011.
Compared to the previous years organized, this carnival is considered as HUGE and VERY MUCH OPEN.

Much like majority of Malaysian style carnival, it is pretty much more like a bazaar. To be honest, I was somehow slightly disappointed. I'm just disappointed with the floor plan and placement of the stalls. It really gives me a headache when I actually stepped into the school compound. @@

But still... without this carnival and of course, along with it all the hard work of all the students of SMK Seri Mutiara, I don't think alumnis like us have such reason and opportunity to reunite back with people in the previous chapters of our lives.

Of course there are still tons of people who I met back that day. Regrettably was not able to take much photos. I miss all of you A LOT! Let's reunite every time we have a chance k? ;)

I would really like to say a big thanks to all SMKSM teachers, alumnis, students as well as PIBGs. Only teamwork can make all of these possible. It was very regretful that the "bersih" riot just have to happen on the same day, if not I think more people would have attend the carnival.

I have some points of view to share regarding the carnival as well as the participants, regardless you are the organizer, helper or just come to support.

1. I actually realize there is some sort of internal conflict inside the PIBG or rather school themselves. It might be sound silly, but I kinda felt like besides Mr. Lim, other PIBGs are not directly involved. Either they refuse to participate, or not even been assigned to do anything, I don't know. But it just seriously doesn't seems nice.

2. I'm actually gonna comment on SOME of the students attitude towards the seniors. In the opinion of some of us seniors, we actually feel awkward, unwelcomed and some how looked down. I'm serious and I'm not even the 1 who complain this. I'm not gonna mention who is the ASS who acted as if now they are the boss of the school, but please... what makes you think you are so BIG and GREAT now? I'm a harsh and blunt commenter. While last time we are STILL in power, you practically stick to us like glue. And... now??? I'm sorry kiddo, you still have a lot to learn from us before you actually think you are the DAI GO/DAI KA JIE of the school. When step into OUR WORLD, THE SOCIETY... I tell you.. YOU ARE NOTHING!

3. As a senior that watch the school transform from the way since we are the pioneer, I actually felt proud. Mostly towards the form 5s this year. You all did great and your best. Noone can question that dedication. I have to say.. is like I practically watch you all grow up xD. Although some turn up to be the biggest jerk alive, and I dislike the cockiness that some of you have, but still... I'm proud.

I don't want to actually ramble more... I just want to end this with a HUGE THANK YOU!!!!!

Song recommendation

2011-06-28T12:21:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, it's been awhile since I do a post regarding to music and stuff.. well in fact is been awhile since I update my blog xD.

So here's the song I recommend to you guys.
"I wanna go" by Britney Spears

Lately I've been stuck imagining
What I wanna do and what I really think
Time to blow, out.
Be a little inappropriate
'Cause I know that everybody's thinking it
When the light's, out

Shame, on me.
To need, release.
Uncontrollably...

I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt I got running through my mind...
Wo-oh-oh
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt i got running through my mind...

Wo-oh-oh

Lately people got me all tied up
There's a countdown waiting for me to e-rupt
Time to blow, out.
I've been told just what you do with it
We keep both my hands above the bla- blanket
When the light's, out.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-wanna-go-lyrics-britney-spears.html ]
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/britney-spears-lyrics/i-wanna-go-lyrics.html ]

Shame, on me.
To need, release.
Uncontrollably...

I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt I got running through my mind...
Wo-oh-oh
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt i got running through my mind...

Wo-oh-oh

Shame, on me (shame on me...)
To need, release (to need, release...)
Uncontrollably (uncontrollably, -lably, -lably, -lably...)

I-I-I wanna go-o-o (I wanna go...) all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o (I wanna show...) all the dir-ir-irt I got running through my mind
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt i got running through my mind...

Wo-oh-oh

Why do I like or love this song??
Well... mainly of course its tune. It somehow makes feel high xP
And of course.. the lyrics!
You see... everyone has a DIFFERENT side, and yes... that includes me in it, just NO ONE had ever seen it before. hahaha. And I also sorta feel like this song tells people there's a LIMIT of PATIENCE in everyone and DON'T PUSH IT!

So~~ I've been kinda addicted to this song for say.. few days? It's definitely ON when I'm driving xD

Till next time! I'm gonna post regarding my results of 2nd semester. ;)

2nd semester final exams!

2011-06-08T22:08:00.003+08:00

WAH!!!! Exams definitely killed me!
I haven't exactly slept in 3 days!! T.T
I'm so freaking tired. Not to mention moody and sick.

Let's see. For 3 days straight， I have 2 subjects per day. PATHOLOGY is the WORST subject ever existed! What's with all the greek words! How difficult to memorize them!

Anatomy, therapeutic exercise, electrotherapy and english paper was... OK la. Was sort of surprised of myself when I had finish my english paper faster than I thought (usually ppl say there won't be sufficient time).

Health care system and professionalism paper is like... !@#$%^&*(. It just doesn't make any sense! How in the world from 8 components become 16 components?! Where did the other 8 came from?!

Studying for electrotherapy and HCS paper was the worst! All the terms to memorize.. I was on the verge of jumping off from my floor. Pathology too actually thanks to someone who sms me and forced me to immediately break up. I couldn't f***ing concentrate!
haiz...

Now... 2 more days to go. I just want it to faster end already! I need sleep and my body isn't exactly coping very well with all these.
That's all for now :)

What's been going on...

2011-06-03T20:58:00.002+08:00

Wow... It's already June. Time seriously flies huh?

There are a lot of things happened recently. One of it would be my INFAMOUS break with up.
So yeah... we kinda officially ending it on June 13 2011, after my final exams.
It's hard, it still hurts sometimes.. A LOT. I cried hard yesterday, especially June is kind of a memorable month for both of us.
But... I guess he just don't bother, he don't feel anything anyways. No hurt, no pain, no miss...
After all, he already got himself a new girl.

I still remember 1 year ago around this time we were planning so eagerly to go to Crab Island. He even baked a cake for me. But that's all gone and over now. But I just somehow wish he would at least miss my company.

Ok. That's the end of my emo part.
Next week is already final exams! To be honest, I just plain scared I don't do well like how I did last semester. This semester is really challenging for me, with everything going on. I have to sit for exams dealing with the fact that this is the last week we are connected. In a way...

I seriously learned a lot these semester. I've friends that stick with me through my hard times.
I really want to say... thank you so much! You have no idea how grateful am I to have you guys in my life. ALL OF YOU! =D

That's all for now people^^.
Good luck for those that are having exams! And for those who is still enjoying their holidays... ENJOY as much as you can !
Adious~~

I'm back SINGLE again!!!

2011-05-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!!! End of crying over that stupid bastard in my life. NO MORE!!!
I'm single and I'm staying single! I'm not someone who falls in love easily and desperate for another SOMEONE like HIM!!

So yeah... Good luck with YOU and YOUR "dear"! I hope you 2 can last. You had hurt me enough! And I'm sure Karma have a way to deal with you!

hahahaha...
Honestly, it hurts. But I'm not gonna sit here and do nothing. So, I'm gonna bring back the old ANGELINE LAM @ LAM AI SAN!
The 1 who is bubbly, active and cheerful! hehehe.. I guess now I'll burying myself in tons of work =_=!!!

Witness the REBORN version of ME!!!

爱一个人就应该懂得放手..因为爱你，所以..我离开

2011-01-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

有人说, 爱一个人就应该懂得放手, 让他飞往更幸福的地方…

终于..我学会了放手…

虽然舍不得你 ,但是 …

原谅我,为了保护我的心不再受伤…

我选择了放你走,决定了安静的离开…

你的背影,已渐渐走出了我的世界…

你可以说我自私,但…你知吗?

曾经我真的真的想好好爱你,

用我的一切一切，呵护着你，照顾着你，多么想轻轻的，温柔的爱着你。。。。

但。。。不知你是故意还是无心，总是对我的爱表现得不理不睬。。

我的爱就好象投入了茫茫的海洋中，音讯全无，得不到回音。。你漠视了我的爱。。。。

我的心，被狠狠的刺痛了。。好疼。。好痛。。好冷。。。

我真的累了，只想找个巷口好好休息。。。

请原谅我的自私，脆弱。。。

因为不想再受伤。。。。。一个受了伤的心，就算伤口愈合了，还是会留

下疤痕。。。

就让这个疤痕印在我心里，随着我而离开。。

或许，以后你都会遇到更好的。。。

或许，如果有缘，你我还是会来世相遇的。。。

又或许。。。或许已不在属于我们的或许。。。。

~ 你知道吗。。？我不是真的什么都无所谓，

有时后我不说，不代表我不介意不紧张，

我不哭，并不代表我不痛不难过。。。

谁也不知道，关上门后，我怎么了。。。。

～别爱我。。如果只是寂寞。。。

～别爱我。。如果不会很久。。

这就是没结果的爱情吧。。。

2011-01-13T11:00:00.002+08:00

因為你

我每天很晚才睡

我一直在等你

想和你說說話

即使是我睡着了醒來

也會莫名的拿手機看

然而...

我卻始終沒有看到你發給我的信息

便會带着失望入睡

因為你

我上線

（讓你知道我來了）

因為你

我隱身

（我只想和你一個人說話）

因為你

我手機時不時的亮著

我去哪都帶着手機

時不時的點擊刷新

希望能看到你發給我的消息...

因為你

我的狀態心情不斷改變

然而你卻不知道

因為你

我會莫名的生氣

因為你

我變得很矛盾

不知如何是好

因為你

我會時不時想起我們的對話

時不時一個人傻笑

因為你

你的一句話

可以改變我一整天的心情

因為你

一切只因為你.....

因為你

我會伤心

我會難過

我會流淚

我會生氣

我會開心

我會高興

你曾說我傻

也許吧..

因為你

我傻得無可救藥

現在的我懂了很多

為了你

我可以放棄一切

都不曾後悔

只想告訴你

你一定要幸福快樂

因為你

一切都只因為你

然而你

卻不曾懂得....

True words via lyrics..

2010-10-30T14:45:00.001+08:00

To love you more by Celine Dion

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Tagged

2010-09-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 15 friends.

1. Who was your last text from?

My bf, CLK

2. Where was your default pic taken?

College

3. Your relationship status?

In a relationship..

4. Have you ever lost a close friend?

Yes :(

5. What is your current mood?

..Sad, disappointed...

6. What's your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

Thomas, Kelvin, Andy, Kent and Irene

7. Have you ever been torn between two lovers?

Nah.... xD

8. Where do you wish you were right now?

I wish I can go back to the previous time...

9. Have a crazy side?

LOL. Who doesn't

10. Have you ever had a near death experience?

A lot of times...

11. Something you do a lot?

chatting,Facebook-ing xP, read?

12. Angry at anyone?

YES!!

13. When was the last time you cried?

... today...

14. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

yes... but... he doesn't.....

15. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?

LOL. sleep...

16. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Mom

17. What is your favorite song?

A New Day Has Come - Celine Dion

18. What are you doing right now?

Just lying on the bed xP

19. Who do you trust right now?

myself :]

20. Who do you love right now?

My boyfriend?

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

geez... how can I remember things that is so long ago==

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

yeah...

23. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

LK, my bf

24. Who are your friends that live closest to you?

erm... does hostel consider? xD

25. Describe your life in one word.

complicated

25. Who are you thinking of right now?

him??

27. What should you be doing right now?

study for test . hihihi xP

28. What are you listening to?

Ke$ha- take it off!!

29. What was the last thing you yelled at?

erm...

30. What is your natural hair color?

hmm... brownish black I guess... 100% natural!

31. Who was the last person you ate with?

eh... Ella??

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

can't remember xD

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

...rather not talk bout it...

34. What makes you feel better when you're down?
i dunno... movies maybe?

35. Is your hair curly or straight?

Curly..

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

huh?

37. Do you have a best friend?

hmmm... i suppose yes

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

ya...

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

DUH!!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

LOL.. yes.

41. Are you happy with life right now?

Not exactly

42. Are you currently jealous?

Nah...

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?

Earrings and ring...

44. What were you doing Friday night?

erm... went out with LK?

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yes.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

I think so.. but I never notice..

47. Areyou're really disappointed in right now?

yeah

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

erm... can I don't answer this?...

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?

Around 1 am.. Was studying..

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

ya... this is the 3rd year..

WAH~ Finally I'm done! hahahaha...

INTI College Life...

2010-08-06T11:27:00.005+08:00

Phew.. I guess I abandoned this blog for quite sometime.. I actually want to blog, but again, I'm lazy :P

Anyways, 28 of July is my 1st day at INTI International University( used to be known as INTI University College) for Diploma in Physiotherapy program. So the 1st 3 days was orientation day or what we call as OLE. And if you think it's just like any other orientation, oh boy you are sooooo wrong. Our orientation last till 10 PM... yes i repeat.. 10 PM。 WTH...!!

Alright, alright.. OLE was kinda fun. I met all kinds of people from different states in Malaysia, as well as people from different countries.

Long story short.. meet my college besties xD
Leena from Putrajaya (actually her hometown is Sarawak)

Ella and Ivana from... JAKARTA!!

And also.. I have moved into the INTI hostel!!!!
Nothing much actually as you can see.. is just a simple room. NOT ENOUGH SPACE!!
Oh well.. I think that's all for now..

I think I will be very much abandoning this blog :x

Ketam trip ^^

2010-06-21T20:55:00.001+08:00

So... as you all know, I went to Pulau Ketam with LK. This is my first trip with him.^^ But of course, as I say we 2 are not alone.

So, what's nice about Pulau Ketam??
Let's see...
1. Of course the food is fantastic, especially the seafood. I mean.. is practically a seafood paradise you know.
2. Is nice and quiet. No cars, hardly any motorbikes... Just mostly bicycles. So yeah, fresh air^^

Basically there's nothing much to do there. On day 1 itself, we visited all of the places and even went for the fish farm.

The fun part is at night. We all cycle like mad person around the island. LOL... LK fetched me behind his bicycle^^.

And I'm superb happy because of this: *DRUMROLLS*

TA DA!!!!

I present to you, the first cake that LK ever baked and ONLY FOR ME!^^... see.. how sweet he is. I never expect him to do so. Was touched and speechless...

Well, I'm too lazy to upload the photos here. Just go to LK's facebook or mine to view pictures,

That's all for now. Next update... probably of ME going to college! WOOT! xD

Crabbies~~!!!!

2010-06-06T11:42:00.003+08:00

Whee~~!!! Going to Pulau ketam.. with him!!! ^^
Can't wait!!!
hahaha... don't worry.. we are not going alone..

I desperately need a hair cut. Seriously, my hair is WAY TOO LONG!!! I promise myself, gotta got it chop off before heading to college.

Besides getting a haircut, I want to get a new phonee!! You know phone is like soooooooo old. I decided I want to get a Sony Ericcson w705.. in PINK!!

Yup... that's the 1.. I had already survey the price.. the cheapest I can get is RM 660!! I'm soo getting one!!

Ok.. that's all for now.. I might update next bout my Crab Island trip next!!^^

Office phone vs... ME

2010-05-18T10:11:00.001+08:00

Ok.. I friggin hate my office phone!! It's freaking annoying!!! Why???

1. ugh.... that freaking shrilling sound of ringing.... Can't you see I'm busy???!!!
2. I'm certain it hates me.. why?? coz when I'm sitting on my place, it doesn't ring... but when I get up to go the pantry/toilet.. it rings!!! WTF!!
3. it always repel my calls==..... wth.. I already push the button transfer.. u r not suppose to repel back to me?!

Oh.. And I just realize my office phone is huanted too.... T.T...

So here's what happen... to let you guys know.. there is NO extension 119. Thus this making 119 can't call me at 100 nor I can call 119( in the sense of having the 'tutututu' sound when we call people).

BUT!!!!!
Just few days ago... suddenly.. out of no where... 119 called me!!!! How do I know?? well.. since I'm the phone operator, my phone can see which extension calls me. Ok, back to earth.. I was.. SHOCKED!! But I still pick up the call.. and guess what I hear???

No sound... then continue by.. 'phone line-interupted' like sounds... and lastly.. fax incoming sound!!! EEPP!! Scary!!!! T.T.. After closing the call.. it called again!!! for 4 times~~!! the same sound when I pick up the call.. at first I thought it was a prank or sort.. so I called 119... and that time I realize it has dialing tone... which not suppose to exist...!!

Told my boss bout it.. the 1st thing she told me is... THE PHONE IS HAUNTED!!! T.T

Why me????

Tagged... haiz...

2010-04-21T11:32:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I'm actually not in the mood to do anything today...

but...

Damn Adeline! Threaten me to do this tag.....

HAIZ....... ='(
ok... this is it..

The DREAD-ed 100 Questions!!

01. What have you been doing recently?
- msn-ing, listen to songs...

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- Yeah.. to avoid.. someone

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
- discover unwanted conversation...

04. When did you last cry?
- few seconds... ago...

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
- Kinda...

06. What do you want in your life right now?
- peace... seriously... problemless...

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- umbrella

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- my blanket n soft pillows^^

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- I'm wearing skirt==

10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- "I love you forever, lao po"

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- never==

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- hmm... no?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- Being Human

14. What are you proud of?
- My... achievements??

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
- is kinda.. private.. hehe

16. What was the last songs you sang out loud?
- I still believe by Hayden Pannetierre

17. Do you have any nick names?
- Angel, angie, xiao ai==

18. What does you last received text message say?
- your have 3 miss calls from xxx

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 1.30 am...?

20. Are you currently happy?
- with a messed up room, need to relocate and tired.. how am I suppose to be happy?!

21. Who gives you best advice?
- none
.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- No

23.Who did you talk on phone last night?
- is skype consider as phone?

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
-now.. no.. all the time.. YES!

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- leong Kit..

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- what the hell is that? O.o?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- Mom?

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- ... yeah...

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- People who flirt with the ur bf.. and ur bf actually keep finding them back!

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- is bf consider as crush??

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- what for??

32. What is the colour of your room?
- beige...

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- No... but deep down inside.. i really wish.. i can

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
- depends...

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- me n my sis??

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
-Leong Kit

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- em.... dun really get what this means...

38. Do you have a life?
- what kind of question is this =.=!!

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?
- Not that I remember...

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- it reflects my feelings..

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- can't remember...

42. Last time you smiled?
- this morning??

43. Have you changed this year?
- a lot..

44. What are you listening right now?
- Run devil run by Girl's Generation

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
- not.. yet

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
- u try walking with ur eyes closed==

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- A lot of things are best to be know by ourselves

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
- No

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- yeah.. not long

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- the thought that I can depend on someone else...

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
- msn-ing, facebook-ing

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- i dunno..

53. What song best describe your love life?
- undescribeable..

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- well... he is my boyfriend right??==

55. Who always make you laugh?
- Leong Kit

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
- Chinese, Malay, hokkien, hakka, cantonese, Indo....

57. Favourite website(s)?
- Facebook.com, fanfiction.net

58. What's your middle name?
- em... you tell me??

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- relocating...

60. What do you think you are like?
- me, myself and I

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- never crossed my mind

62. Where have you been today?
- Work

63. What game do you play often?
- Facebook games..

64. Who are you missing right now?
- the old me...

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
- Both

66. What are you doing right now?
- duh... answering questions..

67. Which primary school are you from?
- S.J.K (c) Chung Kwo

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
- White, pink and blue

69. What emotion you like to show?
- fake, hidden emotions

70. What is your life to you?
- ==

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
- keep quiet...

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- Ayu

73. Who do you admire most?
- none

74. Which month are you born in?
- January.

75. How are you feeling right now?
- tired..

76. What is the time now?
- 9.54 pm..

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- tall, pretty, modern... mom

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- none

79. Why are you doing this test?
- do I have a choice??

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- refuse to talk..

81. At which age you wish to get married??
- depends on situation and my partner..

82.Who is more important to you?
- Everyone.. except a certain someone in my family..

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
- disappear..

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- i hardly trust anymore...

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- yup

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
- problemless life!!

87. What is your goal for this year?
- excel my studies..

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- yes...

89. What feeling do you love most?
- being loved..

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
- Look around you and tell me what you think... of course it is!!

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- being lied, cheated, betrayed..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- of course

93. Do you believe in God?
- Yes

94. Who cares for you most?
- i dunno...

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Friends and family

96. What will you bring when you fight?
- guns.. knife.. wait... what kind of fight??

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- putting my trust on ppl so easily

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
- hurt

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- Don't expect him to ever see me again..

100. How do you feel now?
sick....

phew... finally done.. :)

Outing with LK, Hao and Hao's sis^^

2010-04-18T11:17:00.003+08:00

So yesterday went out with Leong Kit, Wei hao and his sis to Leisure Mall. Actually it was just me and Leong Kit, but ah well nevermind... still is fun :)

Around 12 they come and fetch me.. Hao drives, going to watch "being human". Actually me and LK thought want to watch 3 o'clock that show, but after rush and rush.. we made it to 12.45 that show . LOL

The movie quite nice I guess. Some part were hilarious, some part is just plain heart-breaking. But the ending was priceless xD Never saw a movie with sooooooo many "the end" before..
Personally I rated it 8 out of 10. Worth to watch!

Haha.. Hao's sister told me something yesterday when the boys are buying the movie tickets. "Leisure mall now is contaminated with a lot of 'seafood'.. what oyster, lala, si ham(clam) also come out!" LOL....

haha.. If you guys don't understand.. let me put it into human language for you..
Well, actually she's implying bout those LALA wearing girls.. you know too colourful, wearing high heeled boots, hair like.. don't know what, heavy make up... ==!!

example: the girl at the left with purple and grey stripe shirt..

Well.. I can tolerate girls who wear like that to Times square or Mid valley or pavillion... but.. to Leisure Mall??? Is it that necessary??

Movie finishes around 3 o'clock.. Then we went to Confucian Chinese Private High School to fetch a friend. 1st time know her.. althought not really sure what is her real name, but Hao them call her "Ah Gu"... 19 years old elder then me 1 year... hahaha.. is kinda funny that everyone in the car is different at age..

hao's sis: 20, Ah gu and Hao: 19, Me: 18, LK: 16...

After that we tag along to fetch Ah Gu jie.. go home.. which I don't really remember where. I just know when we are going back stuck at MRR2 jam... Ate at cafe called Springfield.. I must say the spagetthi I had was delicious^^. Oh and I learned also that I can't drink jasmine tea.. it will cause me a headache==

So today I'm stuck at home doing 'spring cleaning 2' because I'm relocating... haiz.. I actually want to go out today!!!Due to the house doesn't have a phone line.. Maybe can't on for 1 week T.T.. sad..

So wondering why am I still sitting here and blogging?? hahaha.. curi tulang abit while my mom gone =P...

That's all for now... ^^

Turn off your lights people!!

2010-03-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.. or anybody who saw my blog.. or whatever..
It's going to 27th March which means EARTH HOUR is coming again!!

In case for those who don't who what in the world is Earth Hour, is the biggest environmental campaign against climate change! And is done worldwide..

What do we need to do during Earth Hour??
Simple.. turn off all your house lights. If possible, even electric appliances. And is for 1 hour only! From 8.30-9.30 p.m...

Simple right???
So what are you guys waiting for??? Support the campaign!! Bcoz I'm supporting it too!

2010-03-04T10:21:00.002+08:00

11 March.......
11 March......
11 March......
11 March......
11 March.......
11 March......
11 March.......
11 March......
11 March.....
11 March.....
11 March......

SPM results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SMKSM... getting worse??

2010-02-09T19:04:00.004+08:00

I haven't been blogging for sometime.. hehe.. pardon me, I was really occupied these days. Balancing a new life, dealing with new conditions, people and situations really starting to take a toll on me...
I practically looked like a walking zombie due to lack of sleep... haiz.. sad..
But even with the hectic days, I do notice the news thats been going around.

Ya.. so I heard that a CERTAIN teacher has caused quite an uproar among the students by doing spot-checks to female student's bra==!! And claiming sports bra as bra berfesyen??? I'm sorry but THAT IS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS...

To ALL students, parents, teachers or whoever you are.. I'm going to talk as a sensible, rational adult here and why I do not accept the way THAT certain teacher do things.

1st of all.. the bra issue.
According to the rule book, it says female students who wear the BAJU KURUNG needs to wear plain/skin colour camisole. Now.. let's compare to the real life situation. True there are students who wear bra/camisole that's colour really eye-striking. But THAT is the COLOUR issue.. not the type issue. You can actually TALK to the students about this issue, NOT spot-check them.
Sports bra are made for a certain reason. It specially made for active students. It is NOT something berfesyen, IT IS a NORMAL bra type.

And please... If someone were really to check on female student's bra.. please at least let a FEMALE teacher to do so. Not the prefects, not male teachers JUST FEMALE TEACHERS!
And please... do not openly say " I'm going to spot-check your bras". hello.. do you actually notice you are a male?? It maybe not a physical sexual harrasment, but verbally.. yes it counts as 1. Don't believe me? READ THE RULE BOOK!

2nd. A certain ANTI group in facebook.
I understood that HIS actions caused a lot of hatred to THAT teacher as myself could not stand HIM as well. But creating a group like this to show dissatisfaction is not something really rational to do. I know some people will say that is easy for me to say so, but trust me I speak from experience. This kind of thing happen before way back when I was form 2(2006). There is also a group like this in Friendster to anti a certain teacher too. But at the end.. what do the members get?? Suspended for a week and warning letter from the school. No matter how you bring your parents to argue about your punishment, you can't possibly win because they will charge you under 1 mistake.. "Menyebarkan maklumat yang mencemari nama baik guru".

What I'm trying to say is... There is no point creating or joining a group like that when at the end we ourselves will get into trouble. Cursing HIM, scolding HIM, calling HIM names is not going to get us anywhere. It will just show that we lower our rationality level to HIS level. So please.. I AM CERTAINLY NOT HELPING THAT PERSON. But if we want to make a difference to school, voice out your opinions in the rational way.

Think the reasons why his actions are not acceptable and let the school know about it.
If the school refuse to hear, PIBG is always on our back.
Or more you can go straight to the Ministry of Education.

Cursing around won't solve the problem, it will just worsen it...

3rd. School rules are getting out of the mind.
I, myself am the type of person that always believe that every rule has a rational strong reason that leads to its existance. I obey the rules if I found it reasonable. But recently, abnormal rules has been made.

I remember right before I graduate, during the last spotcheck I have done, we prefects were asked to rampas STAPLER. I mean how ridiculously stupid is that rule. What can a stapler can do to spoil the school environment or harm other students?

Another example is the about female students aren't allowed to wear subang and only allowed to put sticks. Excuse me. Have the school ever think of the consequences of this action? Have you thought of the other culture like the Indians which wearing earrings or subang is their culture? Have you thought of some of the students that their ears are super sensitive to plastic or wood?
Please don't give me the look as in there is no this type of sensitive ears students because myself is one of them. Has the school ever thought this rule can cause "perpecahan kaum'? It is not fair.

We live in Malaysia, a country who practices democracy. Even in the parlimen, before the rule was said to be inforced, it has to be discussed and agree by most of the parties that is involved. In the school case, the school must be discussed among the higher ups, teachers, parents and student represantatives (prefects). So please before the school inforced any of the rules, please listen to what the students and parents opinion! DO NOT DECIDE THINGS by yourself!

lastly... I have some words to tell the CERTAIN TEACHER.
With all the respect, please do not over use you power as the disciplinary teacher. Don't you think just because you are a teacher, you are always right. People make mistakes and SO DO YOU.

You have absolutely NO RIGHT to embarrased ANY of the students in front of thousands of people. Especially our school prefects. We became prefects not be label as the school dog. We became prefect because we believe in what is right. You have no right to scream at the prefects ESPECIALLY the head prefect or the assistant head prefects in front of thousands, when you yourself is at fault.

For once listen to other people's explanation with a CLEAR MIND. Just because we are still young, doesn't mean we don't deserve the respect. If you didn't show anything that make people to respect you, don't expect us to do so. If you don't respect us, we won't respect you too.

And I wanted to say this for a very long time...
BEFORE YOU SCREAM AT SOMEONE FOR BEING RUDE, LOOK AT YOURSELF 1st.! You always scold students biadap during the assembly because they are WHISPERING as you say they are interupting the assembly. But excuse me... SHOUTING in the middle of ANY TEACHER OR THE PRINCIPAL when they are giving a speech or an announcement is MORE RUDE THAN ANYTHING ELSE!

That's all I have to say. If you can't accept my level of rationality or disagree with my OPINION please prove me that I'm wrong with a reasonable reason that I can accept. Don't give me stupid reasons, or lash out curses that will just make me label you as a low class being.

Oh.. by the way. I'm not scared if this post were really to be shown to the school higher ups. I voice out my opinion and I was thinking REALLY STRAIGHT. If actions are taken on me for being so called 'mencemarkan nama baik sekolah".. I'm sorry.. You will just have to find a strong reason to argue with me because I am just voicing out opinion! Please do come and read this post. It will be my pleasure to entertain people who is narrow minded.

Sweet 18 bday^^

2010-01-16T19:12:00.002+08:00

Whee~~!!! Yesterday, 15 Jan 2010, I Angeline Lam had just turned 18.... muahahahaha... so evil.. LOL

18... is an important number you know...
why?
1. I can watch all the 18+ movie now.. hehe
2. I can drink???? Although not really much fun...
3. I can get my own freedom!!!!

So yesterday went out with Leong Kit only to kind of celebrate... watched 2 movies ( The spy next door and Alvin and the Chipmunk).. I actually wanted to watch Paranormal Activity.. but too bad is too late.. 7.15 pm.. I'm gonna get killed by my parents. Unless LK can fetch me home.. xD
Present from him you ask?? Sure got.. but I can't take a picture due to my stupid lowsy camera..(need to get a new one)

Back home.. cut cake with my family... thank god my cousin's are not there.. or else I'm so dead.. Of course there are presents too.

I get tons of wishes from everyone in facebook, sms, msn or email.. aw.. thanks guys.. I love you all^^

I had a memorable 18th birthday... Not only with him.. but with everyone.. I will never ever forget yesterday^^...

I miss school =(

2010-01-04T17:19:00.002+08:00

Today is 4th of January... which is also the 1st day of school re-open....

Well.. maybe due to habit for the past 11 years... I, wake up at 6 am to prepare to go to school... weird isn't it ? xD
I can't believe myself saying this but... I really really really really miss going to school. So is Daniel, Yee Khai and Jit Chern...

It felt so weird to wake up around afternoon and realise that your younger sister/brother has gone to school.
Haiz.....

Starting 2010!

2010-01-01T10:26:00.009+08:00

Today is 1 of Jan 2010!! Thus, makes this the 1st post of the year!

And what is new year without a new year wish...

Let's see...

1. Get myself into the right college!
2. Getting my driving license ASAP (this got to be a lot complain to JPJ)
3. Have more cash... hehe
4. More outings....
5. more great anime's to watch...
6. WORLD peace ...xD
7. Get a make over before my birthday... (which is soon..)
8. Have less worries.. (which is impossible)
9. TRY to enjoy my after high school life...
10. Keep in touch with all my school friends

Things I realized in 2009...

1. After SPM is MORE headache and busy then before SPM..
2. anything can be done if you go for it!!
3. Without a proper guider, we could also succeed.... (choir)
4. Health is important.
5. Big disappointment in government
6. 2012 is probably the end of the world???
7. People you love can hurt deeply.
8. I can only depend on my own
9. Nothing is forever...

What's been great in 2009 ! ( not according to chronology)

1. Cik Hasfah's birthday celebration

Well.. it happened to be our beloved class teacher's birthday on our school replacement day. Althought not many of us attended school, but we had fun^^

2. Debate!

2009 has been an awesome year for all competitions. Our school... althought is just merely 5 years old already has achieved the 2nd place in Pudu Zone English Debate competition. And I'm proud to say that I'm one of the debaters. I'm gonna miss the time we all 'skipped class' and go to APD to squeeze our brains for points... going to miss our time at Ms. Adlina house having a massive headache too... And how can we forgot our MIDNIGHT SKYPE-ing session...

3. Choir!

I will never forget our moment of victory, how we cry, how we hug each other, how Pn Pengetua cried on stage xD...

4. Debate steamboat party..

Actually we didn't have party just once.. During the whole debate competition we have 'attacked' Ms Adlina's house and have tons of fun there... haha..

5. Prefect gathering at Pudu Girl School

Met back my primary junior on that event. The most hilarious is.. Yee Khai dropped his camera lens when he tried to curi tangkap gambar me xD

6. GRADUATION!

This is 1 un-expected event. We never thought we will have a graduation ceremony. LOL.. all of us dressed up formally that day.

7. Prefect's and Librarian high tea..

One weird thing bout this event is.. is held in a Japanese restaurant... but we are not having japanese food xD. Haha.. took a lot of crazy pictures that day.. Got a pen drive as a present.

Last but not least...

8. Darsh's Christmas party

2009 has been a fantastic year filled with a lot of joy, oh well including stress of course since is SPM year. But the whole point is... I LOVE my last year in SMK Seri Mutiara^^

Darsh's Christmas party...

2009-12-28T22:32:00.009+08:00

First and foremost.. Would like to wish everyone a merry x'mas and Happy New Year 2010^^.

What I've been doing for christmas?? I think the title kinda gave it out..
yeap.. I was at Darsh's place and Victor's house for christmas dinner.

25 th at Darsh's, 26th at Victor's...

At Darsh's...

Me, Vivian, Pavethra, Ayu, Arvind,Grace, Niva and..... guess who.. Pn Anita was there too!! I was suprised but not shocked..

So... less talk more pictures. Shall we? =)

I wonder what Darsh is looking at??

ah... ! Grace!! You blocked the little girl!!

you... don't want to know...

don't mind my expression==

Invasion in Darsh's room...

Oh... btw.. Hammy Hamster aka Hamreesh send Darsh a christmas gift.. through POS LAJU i may add.. hehe...

revealing Hamreesh's gift.....

Oh... the gift turns out to be a Christmas tree and a MEANINGFUL... =P christmas card.. Which at the end the present broke due to too much of excitement and shaking from Arvind xD

Haha.... at the end.. We really have fun. Niva, darsh and grace tried to start a dance floor... which unsuccessful... haha.. Hey! I can't dance!!

Before ending this post of course we must have a group photo..

Darsh's and her kids.. xD

Ladies of the night ^^

Merry Christmas everyone and Happy New Year 2010!!!

Hope you all will a have blast.. in a good way of course.

next up... Vic's birthday & christmas present...

Tagged by Mei Ling at facebook

2009-12-23T17:22:00.003+08:00

So.. I decided to reply my tags here..
Why??
Well... I don't want my blog to die.. hehehe...

Now..

TRUTH
WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: 7eleven slurpee
2. Last phone call: College agent
3. Last text message: Leong Kit
4. Last song you listened to: hana temagi
5. Last time you cried : secret

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: Yup... And I'll never ever ever can forget it
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: ya
10. Been depressed: Duh...
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Blue
13. pink
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: yup
16. Fallen out of love: maybe...
17. Laughed until you cried: hahaha.. ya
18. Met someone who changed you: change me yes.. but not met this year
19. Found out who your true friends were: always
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes... and it really hurts to know
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: ya
22. How many people on your friends list(facebook) do you know in real life: almost all??
23. How many kids do you want to have: hmm... 2-4??
24. Do you have any pets: now?? no..
25. Do you want to change your name: never
26. What did you do for your last birthday? : go to school.. xD hardly celebrates
27. What time did you wake up today: 6 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching anime.. hehe
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: more cash =P
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 seconds ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: *secret*
32. What are you listening to right now: party time...
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yup
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: I want a normal life!!!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook of course
36. What's your real name: Angeline Lam @ Lam Ai San
37. Nicknames: Angeline, Angel, Xiao Ai==, San San, Ah San, Angie
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship
39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn
40. Male or female : female
41. Elementary?: SJK(C) Chung Kwo
42. Middle School?: SMK Seri Mutiara
43. High school/college?: erm.. high school SMK Seri Mutiara.. college.. not sure
44. Hair colour: Black slight brownish
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 152cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: uh.. huh..
48: What do you like about yourself? : hmm.. i wonder too
49. Piercings: yes
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: yes
53. First piercing: Yes..
54. First best friend: Meninde... kindergarden.. Vera^^
55. First sport you joined: suprisingly... gymnastics-.-
56. First vacation: Malaysia???
58. First pair of trainers: not yet

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: go bath
62. Listening: hana tegami
63. Waiting: ..someone..

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : Yup
65. Get Married? : Yup
66. Career? : Of course..

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: doesn't really matter
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: balanced
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: ew... no!
77. Drank hard liquor: erm... ya
78. Lost glasses/contacts: lol.. yes
79. Sex on first date: TOTALLY NO!
80. Broken someone's heart: ya...
82. Been arrested: impossible
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Obviously
85. Fallen for a friend?: isn't it obvious??

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: depends on what
87. Miracles: not anymore
88. Love at first sight: ya
89. Heaven: Yes. of course..
90. Santa Claus: not really
91. Kiss on the first date: ya
92. Angels: maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: i won't two-time.. thank you very much
95. Did you sing today?: haha.. yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: cheated as in??? relationship.. no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to 2007
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 12 Jan
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Kind of..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes

So.. let's see...
As usual.. You gotta repost this as 'truth'...
I'll give you 2 options.. 1 at blog.. another at facebook^^
I'm tagging... hehe.. everyone that reads my blog^^

happy sweet 16... to...... EVELYN!!!

2009-12-09T14:25:00.003+08:00

whee~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xD

Ok Ok... this is a birthday dedication post... to who? Of course to my best friend in the whole wide world... EVELYN SIEW WEI LIN!!!

Born at 9th of December 1993... The chubby, cute, big eyed Evelyn was introduced to the world!!
The girl who loves..... desserts sooooo much... who can't wait to get her hands on different kind of recipes... who believe so much in GOD... who always stay by my side when I needed ehr the most... who have faith in me... who is soo hard to contact so we can hang out xD...

THE SPECIAL GIRL!!! ONE AND ONLY!!

Happy birthday, dear^^... Hope your birthday will be joyful and filled with happiness throughout your entire life. GOB BLESS YOU MY TWIN SISTER ^^.

glitter-graphics.com

MUAKZZ!! Love ya^^

Sayonara...SPM!!

2009-12-08T22:31:00.003+08:00

hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha.... I'm soooo freaking happy!
SPM is FINALLY way behind me! Feel so relaxed now...... Now I can go have fun for all I want! No more worries.... for now...

Hmm... Let me do a simple review about all the subjects...
1. BM - Paper 1 was ok... we kinda predicted what will come out in paper 2... Is just that the KBKK questions are really ridiculous!! It was easy... but not much answer to give!

2. Sej- hmm.... for me paper 1 was quite easy.. thank god i took the trouble to read the text book 2 time!! Paper 2 was... OMG!!! I wanted to cry right there!!! The KBKK questions are really killing me!! Well.. thank god that Pn. Anita gave some tips before we go in for exam... It was really useful.

3. English- Paper 1... i wish i didn't screw up my report format... I was kinda suprised that "beauty" came out twice... Paper 2 was considered easy though... summary points were simple to find...

4. EST- ok.. I was really practically laughing for this paper.. Not because it was easy.. It's because all the predictions went TOTALLY WRONG! As far I see... all the trial papers are targeting questions regarding environment and biology based stuff... But.... HA! Physics stuff came out! Friction.... an unexpected question...

5. Maths - this is the subject I have confident in the most! Not really tough in my opinion.. I hope I can get A+ or an A^^.

6. Add maths- T.T... contrast with maths... my add maths SUCKS! Paper 1 was quite easy... BUT NOT PAPER 2!!! DAMN! I was really stuck in there.. I don't know how to do!!!

7. Moral- erm... nothing much to say about moral.. it was just average

8. Biology- Ok... here.. I really really really really want to thank my tuition teacher, MISS PAKIA!!! Her targeted questions ALL CAME OUT!!! AH!!!! I was soooooo damn freaking happy in there....^^

9. Physics- Paper 1 questions are weird...==. No calculation?!! WTH!! I can officially say GOODBYE to paper 2.. T.T.. it sucked.. my SECTION A!!! but........ paper 3 was THE MOST easiest paper that I ever sat for SPM!!!

10. Chemistry - paper 1 and paper 2 was ok for me... But I kinda have a hard time with my paper 3... Inference.. DAMN!! Prediction for paper 3... FAILED... BADLY!! Who have guessed that electrolyte and acid came out again??!

Overall... I think this year's SPM question was... weird but not so tough.. except add maths..
If you compare past year's papers and our paper this year.. You will see the big difference!

ah.... the past is the past...
I can't change anything now..
All I can do now is just cross my fingers and PRAY HARD for the SPM graph to drop... I really want my full A's !!

First time replying a tag... LOL

2009-12-01T18:57:00.003+08:00

Ok.. I haven't reply anyone who tagged me before.. sorry >Is my 2nd last paper, PHYSICS!!!! and I'm feeling excited xD....
haha...

~~Tagged by Julia!~~
FEAR!

I'm afraid of 7 out of 72 common fears..

I fear...

[ ] black people
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 1

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] snow

total so far: 2
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

total so far: 3

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

total so far: 4

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood

total = 7

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap. Lol.
Tag your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

Now re-post with:
“I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears."

hehe.... Now I'm tagging......
ALL of you who read my blog??? =P

The most tiring road trip ever..

2009-11-27T01:02:00.003+08:00

Ok from the title.. you all sure think i have made a trip to a place very far away for example let say... Singapore or Kedah... or whatever..

But the fact is... I only went to Subang Jaya, Australian Embassy near KLCC and Cheras.
Confused??

Is only this 3 places.. what so tiring about that???
Well.. why don't you guys try travelling from Cheras to KLCC continue to Subang Jaya, then back again to Cheras and Subang and at last heading to KLCC again. @@

I have been going back and forth this 3 places from 3 p.m... And since the embassy closes at 5 p.m.. So all the college procudure, Visa documents, pasport documents need to be done at sent within 2 hours!

Pity my brother who had to drive non-stop. Sitting in my bro's BMW rushing here and there is not a good feeling! I actually feel nauses. While being physically exhausted, I'm getting mentally tortured as well. With the time constraint and something that happened before I go with a certain person... I was is a teribbly bad mood today.

Here, I want to apologize to my brother, Andy for being so pissed with him.
Sorry to the Ms. Irene, my college agent for being so pushy today.
Sorry to all embassy workers for almost screaming at you all today.
Sorry to my friends that have chatted with me before I went out and after that thing happened.
I'm really sorry. Is not your fault.

SPM!!!

2009-11-20T14:39:00.002+08:00

Hmm... today is the 3rd day of SPM.. I just finished my 3rd paper which is English for Science and Technology...

So, I can officially wave goodbye to SPM BM, English(literature), SEJARAH and EST.
4 down... 6 to go!!!

updates... for grad n my undang-undang test

2009-11-11T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hmm... I'm not really have the mood to do anything these days...
It just been a bad time for me...

I'm very stressed up right now... SPM is a week ahead of me only... My personal life is a mess... and so is my health is getting worse and worse everyday.

Not much of story telling today...
Don't ask me why.. I have shed enough tears just in 1 day... it's really killing me from the inside..
Until I cried in front of my teacher...

I just want to upload some grad pictures... is not completed though.. 2 pics for now

from left: me, Kah Hui & Jin Ruey from left: Ayu, me, Vivian and Darsh

Oh...

I also did my driver's license law test a.k.a Undang-undang jalan raya...

Honestly I expected it to be much harder than I imagine...

Oh well... Maybe I'm just lucky??

I completed the test in like.. 10 minutes.

So yeah.. i got 47/50... Sorry for the blur picture.. Webcam haven't been use for a long time.

that's for now.. bye

2009-11-10T01:05:00.001+08:00

in a few hours... I will be taking my driving license undang-undang test... haiz..
No mood.. wonder will I pass?

Wish me luck...

anger release

2009-11-09T18:10:00.006+08:00

Life is just so peachy...
God always has HIS ways to test my patience, but HE always choose the wrong time to do so.

A lot things have been running through my mind for the past few days. SPM is coming in 9 days and I'm not prepared at all! I haven't really touched any books or done any serious revision. With the SPM stress coming my way, GOD decided to throw a few problems and heartaches to me.

*wanna know what.. ask me personally when i'm in the mood* i dun wan to be blame for something i din do at all...

Oh... another thing is...
I have a message for all those whose been soooo close with me just to take advantage from me or who want to mess with me.
I may have retired and not being the Assistant Head Prefect anymore as I'll be leaving the school this year. But I've said before... If I can make you rise, I can make you fall deadly as well.
As I'm not the old Angeline Lam anymore.

P/S: To Evelyn, I know you will be interested to know what happen, find me personally through msn.

The excitement of the year....

2009-11-04T02:01:00.002+08:00

Whee~~!! This Saturday(7/11/09), we form 5 SMK Seri Mutiara are going to have a graduation ceremony. ^^

The idea of having a graduation ceremony which we have to pay ourselves doesn't really thrill us at 1st.. especially my class students. Plus we have to wear our own formal attires and heels which equal to spending money to go shopping for the perfect dress, shoes etc...
But oh well, I guess the excitement is more than the money spending thought. Eventually we form 5 students are getting more excited and excited... especially girls.xD

Instead of studying in class, discussing our work, and worrying bout the rest 14 days of SPM prep, we are actually sitting in class and chat about what to wear, what to do with your hair, what bag to bring and other stuff. Althought I'm not really certain how excited are boys are, but I know Matthew is. =P

Just within 2 weeks, we (me, evelyn, Sasi and Matthew) have went to Jusco Maluri and Jusco Balakong. But what makes me feel sweat is.. 2 trips yet nothing for them is been bought. I already purchase my attire at Sg. Wang and my accesories at Jusco Cheras Selatan.
But we have fun thought.. hehe...
I spent like RM 150 only for a dress and accessories... Just imagine if I wan to buy shoes and bag somemore.. I'm gonna go bankrupt.

After graduation, we prefects and librarian have to attend a hi-tea session. I already decide to wear the same dress as grad due to 2 reasons.
1. I'm too lazy to go search for another attire just for hi-tea.
2. I'm bankrupt xD

Oh... we choir will be performing on graduation day too and there will be a special performance from Santosh, Zi Yang and Peter.. I can't wait !
I hope my god damn camera works on that day as I wanna take tons of pictures!!!
I will be performing as well. hehe...

I really hoped that all form 5s can attend as this is our last year before we go on our own seperate ways.
I already got accepted to the college I wanted ^^.

Lastly, I need your suggestions.. which I prefered you all to tell me throught my msn.. but here is fine as well...
What do I do to my hair???

Me and streamyx??? NO!!!!

2009-10-23T18:16:00.003+08:00

Well... You've seen the title... seen the previous post... So what do you think is this post about???
Of course more complaint about the so called "best internet provider in Malaysia"!!!

I know this is the 3rd I called, complaint, teased, scolded, screamed(yea... i did) and get pissed by them this year... So automatically they already knew who am I...

Don't believe?? I'll show you later in our conversation...

To tell you the truth.. I'm blogging bout this is for the problems I faced with them like just i don't know.. 2 weeks ago??? And guess what... 2 weeks later which is TODAY.. I faced the freaking same problem.. AGAIN!!!

2 weeks ago.. I called them to complaint bout my really freaking slow like a snail connection... or rather what Daniel say... "My hamster, Mac can run faster then it"..
You will be wondering... where got that slow.... You're just being over... Well, try and say that when you have a connection speed of only 0.01Mpbs!!!! yes, I'm telling the truth.. is a freaking 0.01 Mbps!!!

Ok.. let's see what streamyx costumer centre will say...
100: Hello, thank you for calling tm. My name is.. XXX. How can I help you?
Me: hello... I would like to make a complaint about my connection speed. My streamyx ID is.. XXX
100: Ok, hold on sec.. I will check your port.
1 min later....
100: Ok.. Miss Angeline. What's seems to be your problem??
P/S: I never mentioned my name..
Me: I'm experiencing connection problem.. My connection is freaking slow.
100: Is your DSL light stable, miss?
Me: My DSL is VERY stable.
100: ok... Have you run the speedtest??
Me: Actually I did... I did it on speedtest.net.
100:oh.. you cannot do it there.. you have to use the speedtest in our website.
*pause*
The last time I ran the speedtest.. they ask me to use this website.. now they changed???!!!
*resume*
me: Ok.. i will go do it RIGHT NOW!
15 min later...
Me: your speedtest is not moving... I already ran it for 15 minutes yet it is still there...
100: Ok... Can you give me the results you got from speedtest.net , Miss?
Me: 0.01 Mbps.
100: ... Miss, I think i just misheard, but did you just say 0.01 Mbps?
Me: yes
100: ... o.. That is very slow
Me: Now you know
100: Ok... I will create a report for you, miss. So that our technician can go check on your case.
Me: So this time how long you all gonna solve my problem again?
100: Normally it takes 2 to 3 working days, miss.
Me: The last time I checked.. It took you all a month!
100: ... *laughed nervously* really? I will put your report as priority, Miss.
Me: you all always put my report as a priority.
100:*laughed nervously again* I will make sure this time we will finish as soon as possible.
Me: good
100: So.. this is your report number, Miss Angeline. XXX. So is there anything else I can assist you, miss??
Me: not for now..
100: Ok.. thank you for calling TM.

so... the next day which happen to be on Deepavali Day.. Tm called me. I mean it suppose to be holiday and their working to fix my problem.. I'm 'impressed"!

TM: Hello, can I speak to Miss Angeline please?
Me: speaking.
TM: Miss Angeline. We already fix your problem. Can you run a speedtest to test your connection now?
Me: Sure...
15 min later....
Me: Now I can't even open any website...
TM: ... Erm.. Is it because you put working offline or web cannot be displayed.
Me: Web can't be displayed.. which also mean connection is still very slow.
TM: but we just upgraded your connection.
Me: So what do you want me to do??
TM: Ok like this Miss... Since we already upgraded you connection.. So it just a matter of time. So for now can we close your report 1st? later when you can connect can you call us at 100 to give us the connection speed?
Me: Sure... I'll see what you going to say later..
TM: Ok, miss.. thank you for your time...

Just as I put down my phone... The connection speed appear.. And their so called upgrade just gave me 49 Kbps==.... upgraded my ass...
So.. I called again!!

let's skip the intro shall we...
Me: just a few SECONDS ago.. one of your people called me and claimed they solved my connection problem... and now I got my connection speed already..
100: So what's you speed , Miss Angeline?
Me: 49 Kbps.
100:... 49 Kbps??
Me: yes
100: ok... that's really slow.
me: So what you want to do?
100: Ok.. erm.. I'll reopen the report so that it can be solved faster.
Me: and?
100: I will give you the contact number of the technician so that you can call them?
Me: 1st.. what is the technician's names?
100: mr Fuad and Mr Micheal, Miss.. why?
Me: no need.. i already have their number.. and previously they are the technician that actually need 1 month to solve my problem!
100: Oh... really? *laughed nervously*
Me: yes
100: Erm... nevermind.. because they are the ones who is responsible for your case miss.
Me: Fine.. Just remind them I want it fast!
100: Ok miss... So.. is there anything I can help you?
Me: not for now.. just solve my problem..
100: Ok.. thank for calling TM and sorry for the inconvinience..

1 hour later...
My connection problem is solved...

You see my dear friends... Streamyx needs to be push and screamed to get their ass working!
So next time you have a connection problem.. call them 10 times a day.

SPM stress... O.O

2009-10-19T14:17:00.002+08:00

form 5s are getting crazier and crazier these days.... I see Daniel freaking out screaming out loud cursing Perdagangan.... I see Kah Yin sudden change of attitude in BM class... I see Matthew's emo-ing about English... I see Azila refuse to hear the word ACCOUNTS...

how about me????

haha.... believe it or not.. I'm calm and cool as an iceberg...
Seriously.. I don't feel anything.. This is the time I feel like I'm sick of studying.. I'm sick thinking of SPM, I'm sick of doing exercise and reading books....

It's like I lost my will to study now.. Is there something wrong with me? haiz....
SOMEONE PLEASE WAKE ME UP!!!

2009-10-03T17:01:00.003+08:00

This is just plain random.. but I just have the sudden urge to do this...

well.. GOOD LUCK to PMR students!! Exam is Wednesday... wish all the best to you all.. and..
TRUST ME!!

you will miss PMR...

Just for release....

2009-09-29T16:46:00.003+08:00

This post actually have no particular intention.. I just need to do something so I won't feel so miserable, so depressed...

Let's start with today morning... Arrive at school to only found that I didn't not bring my bottle to school.. So, it's like half a day I have no water to drink.. sad =(
(no Julia.. HE din bother to buy 1 for me coz either he juz dun wanna knw/care.. or he dunno)

2nd.. Bio marks.. for paper 1 ,i got freaking 27/50!!
Tuition teacher is going to kill me! haiz
everyone in the class got their BM paper 2 marks.. except for a few of us.. haiz..
sad =(

Going home walking down to the bus stop with a not so good mood...
Chatted with Amira.. lighten up my mood a bit..
But then.. not is just not my day..
Saw something that I wish I didn't see... which happened before..
what is it?
Certain someone chatting so happily with a certain someone.. of course.. ignoring my presence..
Is not like I never mention or brought it up.. but my words just never work isn't it..
and no.. he don't even bother to pujuk me..

After gave Matthew a lift to the busstop..
Went back home feeling going to cry.. is just a bad bad bad day today..
But it left me wondering... if i disappear.. will that someone even notice?
nah.. probably will be preoccupied with someone else..

P/S: For those who reading this... I will appreciate not to except any comments or questions.. unless from the person who feel is involved...

The FREAKING G

2009-09-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

Ok.. trials are already way back behind. So I shall forget bout all those miserable sleepless nights for now.

Wondering why my title wrote that?? Now I tell you why.
Today, 19 Sept 2009 we 12 students from 5 Sc 1(me, Pave, Ayu, Jit Chern, Michelle, Jin Ruey, Kuan Yoke, Wei Ming, Chia Fu, Kean Sim, Amirul and Manpreet) WERE suppose to head to Wisma MCA for the Seminar Add Maths and Physics organized by The Star.

NOTE: WISMA MCA, JLN AMPANG!

So, 12 of us along with Pn Tan woke up early in the morning to go because the damn freaking letter actually state the seminar starts at 8 a.m.

Sacrificing our Saturday morning sleep, 13 of us go to Wisma MCA by Pn Tan's car, Jit Chern's car, Chia Fu's dad and Kean Sim's dad.

At first the thought crossed my mind is.. why the heck seminar is 1 day before Hari Raya?
And guess what.. I was right!

We arrived and soon find out that there was NO seminar held there! I mean one school should have 12 students going and they say will be 1200 students. If you calculated, there will be 100 schools there!

But heck.. WE ARE THE ONLY SCHOOL who appeared! Asking the security guard whether there is this event, they claimed there is no event organized today because.. TOMORROW IS RAYA!
DAMN!

So, Pn Tan decided to call back to school but knowing noone should be at school on Saturday morning. Amirul called The Star and the lecturer, Mr Sunny Yee, while Jit Chern tried to get through the JPWPKL!
And none of them were answering the damn freaking phone!
Is understandable that school and Jabatan is not working, but The Star???

Heck, we are pissed off! Jit Chern looked like he's going to kill someone.
En. Aziz and Pengetua called to confirm we didn't receive any cancellation of the event. So it means, out of 100 schools.. we are the ONLY 1 who did not receive any notice.
DOUBLE pissed!

So what we can do.. of course go back home!
Poor Pn Tan have to belanja us for breakfast. Thank you, teacher^^.

So... our initial purpose is to come and learn something about add maths and physics from the Mr. Sunny Yee.
In the end.. we learn how to waste our Saturday morning sleep and petrol just to drive around Jln Ampang. And also learn to spend money(Some of them decided to go KLCC for some shopping)

ah... 1 more very important thing.
TO THE G!!!
CAN YOU ALL DON'T ALWAYS DO THINGS LAST MINUTE! IF ANY CHANGES IN EVENTS INFORM US IMMEDIATELY! WE HAVE LIVES ALSO YOU KNOW!
and.. remember this school name... SMK SERI MUTIARA!

2009-09-16T20:41:00.001+08:00

Finally trials is over...
Of course not the marks!
Well. I at least can get some sleep right now!
^^

trials

2009-09-11T15:25:00.002+08:00

Yo! I'm sorry but I won't be blogging for awhile. Exam is already here. So... it also means.... endless sleepless night of studying.. Haiz

Oh well.. is Friday and at least I can rest a bit..
See ya later after trials.
^^

Streamyx = upset

2009-08-26T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.. remember last time I used to write a post bout streamyx??
Well guess what.. after a few freaking months of internet connection 'smoothness', streamyx decided to REBEL against me again!
This time I was freaking unpatient already.

What's the problem??
Well.. my damn DSL start to blink! To make it worst, it only blinks at night which AFTER their office hours!
So is like around 6pm onwards i can't online. WTH!

As normal people will do, I called 100 PATIENTLY! So they give me all the troubleshooting steps which I already done and I can memorize it by now and still... nothing.

Again, they gave numbers of 2 technician that was suppose to come and check in my house. So, I called. And as usual they say they will come and check and try to solve from their side... bla... bla... bla... ALL CRAPS!

Conclusion, NOONE came or even called! And my connection problem still persist! I called 100 like 10 times per day and everytime they talk to me the same old things.
And the nerve they dare to close my report before I even approve it and say the connection is ok!

When they closed my report, I exploded! And my target of angerness is of course... THE MANAGER!
Want to know what I said?
100: Hello, this is streamyx costumer service my name is XXX(i dun remember).. how can I help you?
Me: hello. My account ID is XXX.. and I have a report number with me XXX
100: Please hold, miss. I will check the system for your account.
Me: Ok...
5 min later.
100: Thank you for waiting, Miss Angeline.

PAUSE!
I never mention my name to her. And the acc wasn't register under my name either. hehe.. I guess I'm famous around tmnet already.
ok.. let's continue.

Me: Ok?(how did they knw my name?) So how's my report going? Is it being attended to because I'm still having the same problem for the past 2 weeks!
100: I'm sorry, Miss Angeline. But our system has recorder to your report have been closed because our techinician had already attended to your problem.
Me:.... WHAT?! You already close down the report WITHOUT ASKING ME?!
100: Erm... Didn't anyone called about this matter, Miss Angeline?
Me: Heck no! Noone came to solve the problem! Not a single soul called! =was trying to control my anger=
100: oh... ok. erm.. can you hold on for a few minutes so I can consult with my higher authority?
Me: No need! Ask them to answer this phone call now!
100: erm... ok...

few minutes later...
Manager: Hello, miss Angeline. I'm the manager. Anything that I can help you?
Me: Oh.. yes! I want to know when EXACTLY streamyx is going to take my reports seriously?!
Manager: Oh.. Miss Angeline. We always take every single complaint seriously. In fact our technician has already attended to your problem, Miss. That's why we close down the report.
Me: Solved my .... Nvm.. Look, my internet connection problem is still UNSOLVED! As the matter of fact is getting worse! Sometimes in the morning or afternoon I can't connect also!
Manager: Have you done all the troubleshooting, miss?
Me: The heck of all the troubleshooting! I can even memorize it! How long do you want me to wait somemore? 1 month like last time?! Or do you need me to call the technicians again who don't even pick up the phone?!
Manager: We're really sorry for all the trouble and inconvinience, Miss Angeline. I will order them to look into your problem right away.
Me: You better be!

And the next day... my connection is solved.
See what I mean.. streamyx NEEDS to be scolded in order for them to work. This is what pisses me off a lot! Damn you.. so called "best internet provider". Improve your service!!

5 Sc 1.... the BEST class xD

2009-08-18T17:02:00.002+08:00

hahaha... what you all think of the picture? Nice?? Of course.. Is 5 Science 1 you know?!!

Oh well.. it's been awhile since i blogged. I'm too lazy to update!
Ahha... Let me tell you something...
Today( 18 August 2009) 5 Science classes meaning both 1 and 2 have both broken the BEST ATTENDANCE of the YEAR!! hahahahahahah xD

Imagine is just 12 people in our class and we are who?? 5 SCIENCE 1!
Today the whole class are suppose to sing a patriotic song and we are not even prepared! Last minute work =)
Oh... and our extra class... only 2 person stayed back... actually they wanna g back too but scared of Pn. Anita. who are we??
5 SCIENCE 1!!

Well.. isn't 5 Science 1 the best now??? xD

DBSK and me =P

2009-08-01T16:43:00.003+08:00

hahahahahahahaha!!

Steamboat party!

2009-07-27T20:46:00.008+08:00

Yo! I'm back! This time is the request of the debate members =p... hahaha

So... last Saturday we decided to have a debate steamboat party.

Time: 6-9 pm

Date: 25 July 2009

Venue: Cik Adlina's house

Actually we celebrated our debate winning earlier, but Pn Juliana Goh decided to award us with another RM100 for the winning. Many thanks to Pn. Juliana^^.

Debate members who attended are... Me(of course), Darshini, Vivian, Santosh, Daniel Mak, Amirul, Miriam and last but not least Serene.

I'm much too lazy to write about it. But hey, a picture speaks more than a thousand words right?

the ladies

the gentlemen
Dan and Santosh goofing around with the karaoke
Vi and Darsh

me and Serene
me, Serene, Miriam and a blur Amirul

007 ladies version =P

SMKSM's Next Top "Model"

Last but not least...

the group photo(i'm the camera girl!)

2009-07-21T20:19:00.001+08:00

tired... exhausted... in pain... stress... tired... sleepy... going to faint soon...

ARGH!!!!!

Little stuff sometimes do matter...

2009-07-20T00:32:00.003+08:00

Remember when we all are still young and our parents used to teach us to say "thank you" and "welcome"? Well, I'm blogging today not to mention about manners, moral values and stuff although those things ARE important.

The purpose of me writing this page is to say that... sometimes these little words or actions means A LOT.

For example, when you say "thank you", you made someone feel that their help is appreciated.
People now days sometimes or i rather say always forget all these things speak more than anything you try to do.

My friend recently just came to me and complained that she misses her BF although the fact she is everyday seeing him. But she told me is not the person she miss, is the heart.
I asked her why she say so. She answered me... "He rarely says he loves me anymore".
There are people who think that is unnecesary to say it everyday, since they already knew. But when the word is gone, the feeling is gone. It does create the feeling of loneliness and lost.

Not just in love, between friends and family too.

When you scored flying colours in your exams or even you just tried your best but you failed, won't you feel loved and appreciated when your parents are there to give you compliments and encouragements rather than saying you are not good enough??

Won't you feel hurt if you tried your best to do something which is NOT EASY and people around you just thought you are just there to enjoy??

Won't you feel comforted and love if your partner (no matter is gf/bf, lover, husband/wife) say he/she loves you every night before you sleep?

Well, I do. And I do believe that if everyone took note of these little details, we will have a more stressless life.

Destiny is decided by ourselves. We are the ones who control our life and make something happen. So no matter how hard it is, it's our effort that keep our loved ones by our side.

The end for DEBATE

2009-06-29T21:56:00.006+08:00

ok.. it's been awhile since i updated.
1st. we pass through the 3rd round which is agaist SBU.
SMK Seri Mutiara vs SBU
Victory goes to..... MUTIARA!!

hahaha... sounds so.. LAME. Well, actually.... We really really thought that we are going to lose that day. SBU was awesome! The 1st speaker herself already impressed me!
oh well, I guess luck was on our side that day.

But seriously, I really really respect SBU! You can see the difference!
All my debate members can prove it!

Lets continue our story...

On the finals of Pudu Zon, we went against SMK Convent Jln Peel.
The motion is... "Society does not reap from the investment in sports"
Haiz... So unlucky that we got goverment, because we are more comfortable with opposition points. Oh well, it doesn't matter anyways because Convent is really really super good!

I proud to say that we, MUTIARANS lose to them with pride!
They really deserve to win!

anyways...

we still get 2nd place in Zon Pudu!!
That is already a achievement for us considering our school is just 5 years old.. still a baby =P.

naib johan =D(shouldn't it be written in english?)

the price giving ceremony

It's sad that all our hardwork just ended right there,but I had fun and that what matters. Wish good luck for Jln Peel who is going to represent Pudu!

Try your best!!

And here, I would like to express a special appreciation to all SMK Seri Mutiara debate team, no matter you are the debater, reserve or the researchers. Without you guys, we won't it to this far! Especially to AMIRUL!!

And of course, how could we forget our beloved debate teacher, Ms Adlina!

Always there when we need her!

Ok, I think that's all for now. Next post I might be posting pictures during our celebrationS and debate practices!!

Stay tuned!

Debate 2nd round!!!

2009-06-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

Ok... So here's a short update about the debate competition going on.
2nd round of debate was held in OUR SCHOOL, SMK SERI MUTIARA!
And this time is SMKSM vs SMK Bandar Tun Razak.
The motion is "Short text messages retard reading skills".

Oh by the way.. I didn't realize that I didn't mention it. The 1st round's motion is "outside learning is the best way to captivate interest among students".

To make things short.. we WON against Tun Razak.
Again... we acted as the GOVERMENT.(Is me flip the coin again... so yea of course is goverment)
But somehow, I'm not satisfied with my own performance. That was like the worst debate I ever participated!!!

Well... never mind. Throw those thoughts out of the window. So here we are, at the 3 rd round.
The 3rd round is on the 29 of June 2009.
The motion is "Biodiversified products are threats to mankind".
The possible school that we will be debating against at the 3rd round is...
1. SBU
2. SMK Cheras
3. SMK Seri Permaisuri
4. SMK St. Gabriel

I'm seriously lost on this motion. I don't even know what it means?!
I will be very much appriciate comments and informations from you guys out there.

That's all for now..

Debate 1st round!

2009-06-23T02:49:00.002+08:00

Phew~~!!
Finally I can update my blog. These days I've been so hooked up with debate competition. I guess I'll be back to my part of debate life that I used to leave it just like that.

For the 1st time for 3 years... I'm back debating as the 2nd speaker.(ya i know Julia.. I know what you want to say. But I'm not gonna versus you. You just to scary!)

Ok. So on Monday, 22 Jun 09. SMK Seri Mutiara vs SMK Seri Bintang Selatan at SBS.
speaking of the venue. It's so embarassing!

At first, Ms Adlina told us it was at SBU. So, Pn Indra all fetch us to SBU. When we were there something doesn't seem right. I mean normally if there's any even happen, the registration table is the 1st thing we will see. But nothing.
So we asked the prefects there. There are not clear also. So they went and clarify with their teacher(i think is their headmistress). But they insist the competition is not there.

So, we start to suspect it was at SBS. Pn Indra called Ms Adlina and she went to recheck the venue. By the mean time, Yee Khai was already heading to SBS, I mean SBU and SBS is just side-by-side. And he called me said it was there!

Conclusion= the WHOLE debate team have to run there! And is so embarrasing going to SBU just like we lost.

Next, the luck part. From the beginning, we all are hoping to get the OPPOSITION! And I suppose to be the 'most with luck person', so I went and pick. And CRAP! I got GOVERMENT!
I'm there for a moment rooted on the spot. But my reaction is better the SBS's reaction. i guess they wanted the goverment.

Inside the quarentine room, we all freaked out, especially Darsh! Yee Khai and Matthew kept saying 'die, die, die' -.-!!!
Mai was... ok.. I guess.
I am... blur.
But I guess in the end we pull it off.

So.. we debated. And yeah.. SBS's point for opposition is not really strong. I guess they thought more on benefits. I keep want to hit myself for panicing up there. I said so fast! I was wondering my self that am I talking sense to them??? The adjunicators expression seems ok to me. They keep smiling. Is that good or bad?? I don't know.

But the entire debate, what really push my anger button is the opposition's 3rd speaker. I know she had that ATTITUDE thing going on, but you don't need to add sugar and salt to what I say!
But I kinda think she's scare of receiving 'point of information'. She keeps denying all of it! Until I got the chance to shoot her, she stilled for a moment there. Me, Mai and Darsh already had this urge to take the mineral bottle and throw her with it!
But... is illegal to that. And is just a competition.

The most hillarious part of the debate is while waiting for the results. After all is done and the judges are discussing. We SMK SERI MUTIARA debaters ALL wanted to go toilet sooooo badly. But we can't go out! So we are stuck there! The worst part is they keep doing the 'ssshhh' to make the students keep quiet. I feel like my bladder is going to burst soon.
And god, I was going to kill the timekeeper for keep laughing, staring at me and doing that!

Oh well, it doesn't really matters now. But guess what, we WON the 1st round!!
ha! Defeated SBS! but they are strong, maybe is just luck is by our side. So much of wanting opposition.

So here am I now, 3 am in the morning blogging while finding points for the 2nd round which is this Wednesday! And i tell you, I seriously hate the motion! Who gets goverment is going to suffer! Not to mention, I'm falling sick already. Fever! Kinda like symptoms of H1N1.

CHOI!!!
So thats all for now. Wish me luck! I'm gonna die!
Mutiara students , ex-students especially ex-debaters. PRAY WE GOT OPPOSITION!

update....

2009-06-09T21:01:00.002+08:00

he he.. I know I haven't update for awhile! Is just that I have nothing to do during the holidays, besides sleep and eat. xD

For the past 1 week, all I did was practically...
1. tuition
2. debate practice at school
3. eat and sleep =P

Oh well, tomorrow I'm going out with Weishan and Man Li^^
haven't see her for quite a long time.. This time we can catch up with a lot of stuff. oh we also going to watch '17 again'...
But well, unfortunately Evelyn and Sze Mei can't come...

Ah.. Thursday I'm meeting up with Evelyn and LK at Evelyn's house! Haha.. just for fun.. we are baking and making sushi!! LOL!!

Can't wait!! So excited... oh well.. that's all for now..

Teacher's day prep, the DAY itself and hols!

2009-05-31T22:43:00.006+08:00

Let me just make this post short...

Wondering what are the pictures about??? he he...

Is about our preperation for teacher's day gift. We(me, evelyn and Pavethra) decided to work together to make some yogurts and chocolate for teachers.

Why??

1st. lazy to go hunt for presents.

2nd. cheaper and can make for sooooo many teachers.

Imagine we actually gave presents to 22 teachers!

But well.. not all things always gone well. We actually tried the chocolate recipe for the 1st time(without testing). So by midnight, when I suppose to cut and package it up... THE WORST THING has happen.

The chocolate we made is too soft to cut... in other words... FAILED!

I'm like.. crap, OMG, what to do. So I decided to REDO the whole thing myself!

So... If you are there, you can actually see me stirring a pot of chocolate in my pyjamas at 3 AM!

TIRING!

Oh well... I'm glad it turn out well at the end, and the teachers love it.

By the way... is HOLIDAYS!

Whee~~! Finally!

I can sleep more now! xD

Probably will try somemore new recipes. I'm obssessed with cooking. =P

I think that's all for now. I'm too lazy to update blog these days.

Actually you see me update this soon because LK and Evelyn has been rushing me to update.

Till next time! I want to continue to watch my DBSK stuff.

P/S: I've been mesmerized by Changmin!

Tata~~!!

Bye bye Diagnostic!!!

2009-05-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

YES!! You seen the title! You do understand it don't you??
Finally!! After long 3 WEEKS of torturing exams... it ends TODAY!!

Whee~~!! More time to sleep and play for me!!!
It somehow felt like I already finish SPM. But well... tell myself not to dream on. i don't to be SS for nothing. xD

Anyway... dispite all the exam pressure are gone, debate competition. is coming!
And guess what... we are going against SBS! And my first reaction when I received the news was... "WHAT?!!!"
I mean.. hello.. is SERI BINTANG SELATAN! I don't know how high is their level, but I expect to be almost same as SAB and SBU... which is good. I guess our school debate team level have been recognized as well...

but still...
1st round is SBS! HELP ME!!

God bless me as the 3rd speaker! I have to rebut all the points... which is crap! I hope we got the goverment!!! I don't want to debate as opposition!! T.T
PRAY!!!

Ok... forgot all those pressure for now. I'm in an excited mode actually. Tomorrow Evelyn and Pavethra is coming to my house to make chocolates and yogurts for teacher's day! ^^
Can't wait!
Ah... did I mention tomorrow we have "Jamuan Koir" as well? he he...
yea.. is done to celebrate our win in the competition on 2nd place(still I can't believe it!).

So here's my plans for holidays..
1st. back to school for debate practice.
2nd. go take undang-undang driving test.
3rd. try to make time to go out with Evelyn and Leong kit.(I'm bored!)
4th. Study for SPM trial!!!

ok.. thats all for now!
Hope I get to post about our cooking session tomorrow.
Tata~~!!

Diagnostic... is my grave

2009-05-17T19:15:00.002+08:00

Haiz... is exam week again.. ok more like exam MONTH!
the heck exam is going on for 3 weeks before the holidays! -sob sob-

Until now i screwed all my exam subjects which is BM(damn latar masa), BI(stupid MONSUN HISTORY), maths and add maths(...). Oh well... at least my moral is not that bad, I guess.

Feel like crying. GOD
We just finish our SPM Intervensi 2 last 2 weeks. 1 week rest then exam again-.-!!!
ARGH!!!!

Nevermind!
I'll try my best... even that means my failing my exams.
This week is BIO, CHEM and SEJARAH!
wish me luck guys.. those subjects are really a pain in the ass-.-!!!

Oh.. won't be updating blog till finish the exams.
Waiting for holidays...
Waiting for CHOIR celebration party! ^^

Ok... that's all for now.
I'll continue studying while watching DBSK/TVXQ/Tohoshinki's video's...(he he...)
Angeline Lam~~ FIGHTING!

Choir finals......

2009-05-07T20:51:00.002+08:00

Ok... ok... patience...
I know all of you are anxious to know the result.. but sabar la!!

As we all know.. we had went into the finals..
Obviously... we practice and practice and practice and practice... even sometimes argue among ourself.
but hey ...
WE ACTUALLY PULL IT OUT!!!
we sang.. QUITE WELL...

and guess what...

WE GOT 2ND PLACE!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God... we cried like mad. Tears of happiness all rushing out and uncontrolable!
We are the 1st secondary school team to perform.
So nervous...

At the qualification round.. the status was..
1. Wangsa Melawati
2. CBN
3. St. mary
4. SMK SM!!
5. Seri Saujana

So when the results are announced... the 4th place was St. Mary..
SHOCK!
We start panic... HOW BOUT US???!!!
3rd was Wangsa Melawati...
MORE SHOCK!
was going to cry for sadness already...

but then...
when the announce... 2nd.. SMK SERI M.....
WE ALL START JUMPING!!! SCREAMING!! HUGGING EACH OTHER!! CRYING!!
Dun care bout all the ruined make up! Dun care of our modest image! ALL WE KNOW IS HAPPINESS!!

EVEN PENGETUA IS CRYING!! ON STAGE!!

We had not scream enough! Ran to centre of the tapak perhimpunan.. scream somemore!!!!
Whole school knows by that time.. all teacher knows!!! SO HAPPY! CAN"T DESCRIBE THE FEELING!!

all I can say now is...
I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY PROUD OF OUR SCHOOL!
no coach!!
only tought by Yi Vonn...
and yet...
we can get 2nd place!!!
and actually we are JUST 1 mark behind CBN(champion)!=verified by teachers.. 100% true=
haiz.. nvm.. at least 2nd is good enough!!
we even NEVER expect to get this good!

DIDN'T REGRET I MISS A LOT OF CLASSES!
DIDN'T REGRET I GOT MANY HOMEWORKS WAITING FOR ME!!
IS ALL WORTH IT!

I HAD THE BEST FINAL YEAR IN OUR SCHOOL!!

MUTIARA CHOIR ROCKS!!

Australia Education Fair 2009

2009-05-02T21:27:00.004+08:00

I think the title kinda says it all.

I went to pay a visit to the australia education fair today. I was actually planning to go on 30 April(Thursday)... oh well.. I can't make it in time, besides.. it's so far(Sheraton Subang)! Instead I went to Seri pacific hotel, next to PWTC for the edu fair.

Not as much people as I expected. I guess this is because they don't really do any publicity about this fair, even I also won't know if I haven't surf the net!

But well, I DO get a A LOT of info from the past that I was so blur. I was told about my NEW COLLEGE & UNIVERSITY FEES! God! Aust $ 12K per year! going to faint! That's like... RM 36K per year! And I need to study for 4-5 years!

Let me do the maths.(please bare in my mind this is only college fees, not included living, food and accomondation)

In Australian dollar... 1 year: $12,000(for college). ( MINIMUM!)

convert to Malaysian ringgit...

If $1=RM 2.50... then.. $ 60,000= RM 150,000! ( a year fee for university) -fainted-

Going to die! But the good part of it, I still apply for scholarship. But with that, I need extremely good results in my SPM trials. I also need that so I can get a place in the University of Sydney foundation program (my 1st choice) and also other colleges! I need to get a place by this year because the intake is in Jan 2010. There is no way I can wait for April intake if I want to take physiotherapy.

And I brought back a one stack of books to let me see/refer. I guess I have to read ALL of it.. letter by letter... word by word.. sentence by sentence.. line by line.. paragraph by paragraph. @@

PRESSURE! I hate to compete! But I need to do this! I'm not going to let all those hardwork go into a waste! So.. to all my friends who is sitting for SPM this year.. GAMBATEH!

We made it!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-29T22:23:00.004+08:00

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

WWWWAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

YES!! YES!! YES!!! We finally made it! We, choir SMK SERI MUTIARA finally made it to the finals!!!! YES! Couldn't not be not happier then ever!

And this was TOTALLY unexpected!

At 1st, we thought there was no hope for us because we sang out of tempo(need to improve on that guys!). We're so sad.. Me, Amira, Matthew and Evelyn felt like crying. But hey, I guess the judge hear something 'unique' for our out-of-tempo song. xD

When Ying Xian came and tell we made it throught, we officially had gone mad, nuts, out of our minds! We screamed like we are possesed! Like nobody business! Hug each other.. but I was shock when Matthew grab me and hug me-.-!! Ah.. don't care! All that matters now is.... WE MADE IT!!!

Ok now.. Time to brush up! Our NEW aim.. for the TOP 3 in KL!!!!
SMKSM CHOIR, WE CAN DO IT!

Pudu Girl School prefect gathering 09!!

2009-04-25T16:27:00.012+08:00

Another delayed post(unfortunately). I'm having exams, I'm too tired and lazy to upload the photos as those photos are quite big size.

Let me fill you guys with the gathering details 1st.

Place: obviously is Pudu Girl School la..

Date/Time: 18 April/ 8 am to 1 pm

Rather than i do all the talking, why don't we let the photo?(i just believe that picture speaks more than words) =P

Opening ceremony started with the theme song "Somewhere out there"

PESS prefect singing the theme song.the beautiful HANDMADE background

Now let's see all the performance...

now.. what's Malaysia without the cultural dance.

the sketch

everybody dance~~!!

Si Qi(the one with white shirt) acting as the father.. suppose to be stern but I just can't help but laugh at her expression!a family hug *THE END*

P/S: Si Qi you look good in that suit! xD

Next.. you won't believe it.. is "Love story"

Juliethere comes Romeo(she looks cool)aw.. so sweet

Ok people, is break time!

please ignore my face expression.. Yee Khai always have the tendency to photograph my pictures at the worst times -.-!!!

Back to the performance...

the "Asmaradana" dance

"Biore" commercialthe hottest show of the day~ Seju dance!!

And last but not least...

the AJK dance.

After the show, we had station games. Unfortunately, there is no time for us to take the camera and take pictures of it =sigh=
Oh well.. we had fun that day! Before we go back, of course must take group picture!

Oh well.. that's for today.
Ah.. I also got to finally my long-time-no-see friends!

can't resist to take a picture with them(from left: Si Qi, me and Zirou)

Ok.. that's all for now.

Special credit to my 'dad', Kyle for the photos. xD

Cik Hasfah birthday suprise!

2009-04-20T21:02:00.006+08:00

Ok.. this is a really really really belated post.

As you can see on the title.. we students of 5 Sc 1 are proudly celebrating our beloved class teacher's birthday, Cik Hasfah! It just happen that her birthday falls on the 'hari ganti' that we have to come to school on saturday.(-sigh- no sleep!)

Well.. I'm too lazy to write the details of the celebration.. but hey, despite I'm having my 'stupid, useless, time and paper wasting' intervensi exam now.. I take some time out to blog you know! =P

So, let's type less and let the pictures do the talking... ^^

the group picture

Cik Hasfah and Man Li

and of course, whats a party without *cough cough*Thiam jun

our beloved teacher, blow the candles and cut the cake
with Wei Ming, our monitor
dun forget about me!!

Tien Un, what are you doing? XD

In conclusion,

Cik Hasfah was touched. You can her smile!!! We are the 1st badge of students who celebrated her birthday! YAY! And aw.... she almost cried! She's completely clueless about our plan.

So what can i say... we are in this world to make precious memories. Memories that will last in our heart forever. And I hope we can make more of this kind of memories more. (I wonder if we give Pn Anita a suprise party, what will she feel. :P)

Oh ya.. and special thanks to Pavethra who bought the cake!

Cik Hasfah, we love you!

I love.... CARBON PAPER!

2009-04-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

I'm totally speechless right now... My mind is blank.. I hope I was only having a nightmare... But then, reality hits me like the waves hitting the shores.
The number 300.... flashes into my mind.

300...
300...
300...
300!

300 lines of "saya akan memastikan tapak perhimpunan senyap sepanjang masa perhimpunan"

-sigh-

I don't freaking understand. I believe I did my duty with all my best EVERYDAY. Even when I'm sick!
I totally lost my voice this few days, my throat has been killing me.
I was coughing like I got cancer or something.(choi!)
I look like a walking zombie these days due to lack of sleep!
and still...
300 lines is waiting for me to write...

ARGH!!!!!!!!

Going to be nuts!
But.... there's a magic trick to finish 300 lines by just writing 124 lines...
How??
easy...

CARBON PAPERS!

I really really really love my carbon papers right now..
plus.. I use double carbon papers at 1 time..
So.. imagine.. i write just 31 lines at a time.. and the result..
I GOT 93 LINES!

Smart huh?? XD

Birthday dedication for Ivan!

2009-04-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

First of all....

This post is dedicated to Ivan Ten Kar Wei, my dear junior and current Naib Setiausaha for PBSM!

Ok.. ok.. ok... i can't just find another picture of Ivan anywhere. So I have no choice but to steal the picture from his profile. he... he...

And I really really felt guilty towards him. I can't believe that I'm making him staying back at school till 5.30 for a damn no use course ON HIS BIRTHDAY!(which is today). That's one of the reason I'm making this post too.

A word to the birthday boy:

Hey! Happy birthday to you, Ivan. So... 14 huh? Ha ha. keep getting older already. xD

And I'm really really really sorry for making you stay back on your birthday. Evelyn, Amira and I will promise to make it up to you.

Well... enjoy your youth young man! Form 2 is fun.. I wish I can go back to form 2.

Wishing you all the best.

=angeline.lam=

Streamyx madness~!

2009-04-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

Ok. I haven't been updating my blog for awhile. And I'm putting all the blame to STREAMYX! Damn!

So, I went to reformat my pc and it is still that freaking slow! I was mad.. really really really mad! I've been calling like 20 times already and everytime their reply was this: "We will send a technician to look into your server."

BUT...

where is the damn technician?! I've been waiting, waiting and waiting for 1 friggin week. Yesterday, the damn idiotic technician he will come to my house and check. Yea rite.. I called him later because he never even appear.

Technician: Ok, I will go to your house tomorrow at 4.
Me: Alright! You better make sure you appear!
Technician: Ok.. Can you remind me tomorrow?
Me: (what he wants a customer to remind him about his job?) Ok. I WILL CALL YOU!

So, that was yesterday. Today, I called him to remind him AGAIN! And he gave me the same answer. And as I predicted... he never appear-.-!!
By 5 pm, I was already fumming. You can even see smoking coming out from my ears and head!
And how dare that the technician don't pick my call!
I'm so mad that I made a call to that so called STREAMYX CUSTOMER CARE.

Me: Hello. I wanted to complain about your damn idiotic technician!
Operator: Em.. Can you tell me why actually you complain?
Me: Why? you asking me why? You all send a useless technician who everytime promise that he'll appear at my house to fix my connection problem. And where is he?! He don't even pick up my call!
Operator: .... Did someone gave you a call this evening?
Me: The heck. Noone response to my complain!
Operator: But according to record, our side called you and you said the connection problem was solved already.
Me: Solved your head! Noone ever calls me. I never said anything about the connection was ok already!
Operator: Miss Angeline, you need to calm down.
Me: You ask me to calm down?! I want to talk to your manager... NOW!
Manager: Miss Angeline right? how can I help you?
Me: I need you to get my internet problem solved! I called you all like 20 times already. If you can't give me a proper service, don't blame me if you receive a lawyer letter and I refuse to pay the bills!
Manager: Ok, Miss Angeline. We will put your report as priority.
Me: You all everytime also say priority la. What's the outcome? Na~da~!
Manager: We are really sorry. I'll make sure the technician will reach to your problem this time.
Me: you better do!

I was really really really mad! Because of this, my life is turning upside down. Can you imagine life without internet connection?
BOREDOM!

Sick & Streamyx sucks!

2009-03-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling like crap now. High fever has come and attack me.

I was ok until this morning. Woke up with a huge headache. Well, I already expect that because lack of sleep. What I didn't expect is it will turn to fever. I felt like living in an oven. So damn hot! Drowsiness and the feeling want to vomit was the worst. My arms and legs was like.. dead.. totally no energy! Felt like going to blackout. Now I was lucky to even can sit in front the computer and type this post.

My pale sick face(don't I look old in this pic?)

My day was like lying on the bed and trying to sleep. I wanted to access the internet, but unfortunately stupid streamyx failed me. Haiz... And god! I'm going to miss out tomorrow's debate! Sorry to my debate team, i just can't help it!

Anyway, streamyx technician came by today. I was like.. why must when I sick only you come-.-!! BAD TIMING!

And guess what the technician say. He said streamyx was slow because of my computer got virus! I was like.. what?! This is a friggin new laptop and you say got virus?! Mad.. I was really mad! Ok fine.. I will take it to reformat tommorow! If is still freaking slow, I'm gonna screw them! Really screw them!

Streamyx if you can't gave us the a good service, stop saying yourself is the best in Malaysia! And don't blame my computer for your slow connection! I swear to myself.. if after reformat is still slow.. I'm not gonna use streamyx anymore!

ANTI-STREAMYX!

Madness of 1st day after holidays

2009-03-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I'm officially tired of 1st days! Heck this day never get any better. Wonder why??

Ok..
1st. I actually have to go back to home TWICE to get my forgotten books... and yet.. I STILL FORGOT TO BRING MY MATHS, ADD MATHS workbook & PJK BOOKS!
I'm like.. WTH!! I went back twice and I still left my books behind?! Seriously short memory. Haiz...

2nd. Just been informed have to debate in front of the WHOLE BLOODY SCHOOL on wednesday! I'm like.. you serious ah? We debaters were like DEAD-MEAT. T.T But the good thing is my team got the goverment, well that's a relief. I mean.. how in the world you want to oppose this motion? "This House Believes That Successful Education Rests Upon Firm Discipline" Anyone???? If you have any ideas.. no matter you are supporting it or against it. SHOUT IT OUT!!

3rd. SEJARAH! That dreaded homework. Tomorrow we will have like written quiz for chapter 1-8! DIE! I can already see the 800 soalan denda saying 'hi' to me... HELP!!! Somemore need to do notes for chapter 3! God! Save me! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4th. Stupid, time wasting co-curiculum -.-!! Make me stay back till so late. Because of exhaustion, practically slept at tuition physics class today!

~Sigh!~
I'm exhausted. Not just physically, mentally as well! When can all this stop?!!

Bye bye holidays =(

2009-03-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

I absolutely chose the right day to write this post. Tommorow, WE Malaysian students are going back to school AGAIN!

And my responds... "NO.........!!!!!!!!"
T.T.. god, I still want holidays.
I don't want to go back into the classroom, sit there and hear teachers nagging at us.
I don't want to wear that hideous school uniform!
I don't want to look at those thick EVIL books.
I don't want to be reminded I'm sitting for SPM this year.
I don't want to be nagged by Pn. Mariah to complete my moral folio.
And mostly important... I DON'T WANT TO FACE ALL THAT HOMEWORK!!

HAIZ~~!
Well, I guess I just have to accept the fact that life is miserable. It just felt like holidays went pass by me too fast. Soon I will be facing that dreaded, evil, stomach-turning SPM.

Conclusion:
IS BACK TO SCHOOL, guys..
Are you guys ready.. with your homework?? he he..
well. I'm not.. -.-!!

A new beginning.

2009-03-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm back again into the blogging world after quite sometime being PHOBIA to blogging. So, here am I!

Nothing much to say as I have no idea what the heck I was suppose to say. Actually, I re-create a blog due to so much of request. So.. Julia.. stop nagging me for not having a blog!

Well, I will be writing some stuff that I find interesting and I wanted to share with all of you. Feel free to read, tag and follow. he he.. :p