Hello!MY name is ANGELINE 林爱珊
I'm 19 this year. A student physiotherapist at INTI International University. I like to read, but I'm not a bookworm. I'm quite a beauty conscious person nowadays.
Overall.. I'm just a normal girl who wants to love and be loved.
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Life has been... different since I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. Let just say... I'm more out-going, I met new people and I also set my mind to tackle some bloody *arsess* in my life.
So back to the MAIN point of my blog post today.
I'm actually "DEDICATING" this blog post to a course mate of mine (oh... how I wish he could just get lost from this course).
Yes... I'm talking about YOU!
You bloody shameless, thick skinned, LIAR!
How dare you lie in front of us?!
You skipped so many clinical posting and lied to lecturer just 3???!!
Who believe you? Ghost?
I'm so sick with your lies and trying to get sympathies!
You lied to people you got sooooooooooo many test/quiz. Yeah right! How come I didn't know we got exam?!
When people refuse to postponed the exam to ACCOMMODATE you... you dare to be PISSED and say.. "aiya.. I also fail de la".
What? Expect us to feel guilty? THE HELL WE WILL!
You expected that you can so easily RE-SIT the test that you missed?
I informed you about the test, I called you, but you didn't on the bloody phone! There! I'm not going to wait all day for you!
You say you're sick... MC PLEASE! Don't create stories la!
You didn't come for test, you don't deserve and certainly don't EXPECT a re-sit will be given to you as if is a MUST!
Is unfair for us who studied so hard and step up to the exam date! You think we will just sit here do nothing about it?
You mess with the wrong group of people!
You call yourself a guy? Go and wear skirt la!
Tell so many lies, think we will believe you? Think we will just let you get away?
Sorry la. I don't tolerate this kind of people.
You just made yourself the person I DISGUST the most!
You don't deserve my friendship nor respect because you have only humiliate yourself!
What is August all about for me =D Wednesday, August 31, 2011 @ 8/31/2011 12:21:00 AM Alright, I'm a lazy, lousy blogger for heaven's sake. hehehe...
I just couldn't pick up my hands to type something and squeeze out memories from my brain。
So here I am, on the 31st of August, writing a blog post.
Oh... first and foremost, I wanna wish ALL muslims worldwide who celebrate Aidil Fitri to have a safe, prosperous Raya this year!
And to all MALAYSIANS out there!
HAPPY MERDEKA PEOPLE!
Now, I haven't exactly got any special thing to write about.
August is kinda plain for me. I somehow learned to adapt the idea of I'm now SINGLE again. Sometimes is still kinda hurts and feel lonely, but oh well.. time can was away the pain right??
Someone asked me... how do I manage to get over the excruciating pain and hurt in my heart over a 4 years love relationship in like a week?
Honestly... is not a week, not even a month or 3. I guess the only answer I can give you is because the pain has started for a long time ago. And all I did was bear with it, be patience, kept quiet.
I tried to talk with him my problem, but he never seem to be able to understand that pain, hurt, loneliness... and most important... MY INSECURITIES.
I keep distract myself. Mostly, by burying myself in a pile of work so I wouldn't think of it. Now I'm just focusing on getting myself out of Malaysia. I aiming to go to Australia for my studies as well as my career, and that means by earning a scholarship as well.
Of course besides work, there are something else. I upgraded myself.
Fashion, style, lifestyle and communication wise.
I learned to use beauty, hair and skin care products more. Not for the sake of making me more beautiful or fancy. I just wanna look healthier and get rid of those annoying imperfections on my skin!
I'm also kinda of a fruit addict these days, esp berries and I ate more healthier these days.
I guess it sort of like being self conscious, as I just got dumped for no reason at all, and now I wanna upgrade my personal standards of life.
Ah... Guess I ramble too much. Ignore what I said, if you want to. =D
Ta... ta...~~~
To "guest" that has been to my blog recently. Tuesday, August 9, 2011 @ 8/09/2011 01:08:00 AM Yes "Guest". Whoever you are, I'm writing this post DEDICATED to you.
Before I start.. let me just share with the world what you have commented on my TINIEST part of the Bersih matter in my blog post.
[Guest
I'm sorry but why are you against the Bersih meet? Do you not know what significance it brings to the government and the well being of this country?]
[Guest
I'm not here to **** you but I hope you understand what really is revolving around you. Don't be naive. Sorry if I was a bit harsh.]
You know what? You just sparked my anger. And if I don't knock some reality sense into your bloody head, my name is not Angeline Lam.
1st. I DARE you to quote me. WHICH PART OF MY BLOG POST SAY I OPPOSE BERSIH? In case you are BLIND or DUMB, let me just SHOW you again.
"It was very regretful that the "bersih" riot just have to happen on the same day, if not I think more people would have attend the carnival."
Tell me. WHICH PART OF IT?! Do you exactly know how to read and intepret? I was only mentioning HOW THE RIOT AFFECTED OUR CARNIVAL. I NEVER even mention anything about the riot itself or the "bersih" concept. Think yourself so smart? Think again.
2. Me? Don't know what revolve around me? hahahaha...
You want my opinion on the "bersih" riot? I think the concept is good, BUT NOT THE WAY IT IS DONE. Tell me what exactly you got after the riot? Ruin the image of the country in the eyes of the world?
I am not a political prejudice like you who takes sides. I'm neutral. I only support the concept that is right. The idea of wanting a clean election is great, but making a big riot, causing traffic jams, public transportation inconvenience and FEAR is UNFORGIVABLE. If you're gonna blame it all on the government, you are most likely childish. FACE THE FACT THAT IT BROUGHT US A LOT OF INCONVENIENCE.
If you can't even accept the reality, who you think you are to tell me to "realize what's going on around me?" I studied overseas before. You think people there got some stupid move like this？ NO. People there sit down and talk. They sign memorandums and petitions. Not creating a bloody riot that jeopardize the country's image and unity!
I suggest you go read back our Malaysia history on how we gain our independence! Does our 1st Prime Minister go to London and have a riot there? NO! Bersih riot spoiled our country's image BADLY. Don't believe me. ASK THE TOURIST AND FOREIGNERS!
3rd. Who are you to call me naive? By the way you are picking my post on MY SCHOOL CARNIVAL and turned it into a "bersih" issue, you are more childish, immature, naive and BRAINLESS. If it doesn't go into your thick skull, you are making a huge fuss over 1 sentence that doesn't even go politics at all. You and your political prejudice can just... how would I say.. FUCK YOURSELF?
And you know what I think? Because the existence of people like you it what makes name "Malaysia" goes bad. You are picking on little, small things that has NO SIGNIFICANCE AT ALL. If you can't interpret or understand what ppl say... ASK SOMEONE WHO IS WAY SMARTER THAN YOU! Don't go open your mouth and criticize ppl when you don't even qualify to do so.
Not satisfied with what I said? I welcome you to actually reason with me more. And I said I DARE YOU TO QUOTE MY PREVIOUS POST. Which part of it say I, Angeline Lam oppose Bersih?
Brainless, prejudice, close-minded people.
P/s: You don't need to put the name GUEST. If you are so heroic, 'patriotic' and brave to argue with me, put down your real name. I'm sure I know you. Or else you wouldn't hide who you are.
COWARD!
My teenage movie: Harry Potter Tuesday, July 19, 2011 @ 7/19/2011 06:30:00 PM You've seen the title and I think you guys can pretty much guess what I want to write about this time.
Yup! This post is much about the latest and last Harry Potter movie, the ending of the billion dollar movie franchisee, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2!
Went to watch it with Ivana, Nico and Ella at Pavilion last Sunday, and I have to say... that was far the happiest day I experienced THIS year. Not only because of the movie watching, but also due to some factors or I should say... happenings that I refuse to discuss here. ;)
The look of the day xD(minimal make up and an unplanned hairstyle)
And of course, since we are practically there already... shopping it a sort of.. MUST? Well... not for me at least, I'm just accompanying that day. xD
Me and Ella in Parkson's fitting room. Can't exactly believe that I am cam-whoring inside of the fitting room till today.
Ok.. so I FINALLY watched Harry Potter!! THE LAST MOVIE!! It was.. oh well... GREAT!! =D
But I kinda have a slight disappointment. Especially with the couple pairing. I wanted Hermione to be with Draco!!! T.T
And I also want more appearance of DRACO MALFOY!!! RAWR!! He's HOT!! hahahahaha
Was so touched by Prof. Snape's memory scene and wow... Prof. McGonagal is COOL!!!!
They look good together.. SEE!!! I want this pairing!!! T.TOh well.. that concludes the long 10 years of Harry Potter series. I personally think the fighting scene could be better and Snape's death could be more heroic instead been killed by that stupid snake. ==!!
Ah... regarding the OTHER factor I was saying... hehe... I shall remain it as a secret.
Let me give you guys a hint, is something related to my ex. ;)
Labels: happy, outing, thoughts
SMKSM Carnival '11 Monday, July 11, 2011 @ 7/11/2011 12:40:00 AM Hmm...
I might say this should be the most highlighted post of the year.
SMKSM Carnival 2011.
Compared to the previous years organized, this carnival is considered as HUGE and VERY MUCH OPEN.
Much like majority of Malaysian style carnival, it is pretty much more like a bazaar. To be honest, I was somehow slightly disappointed. I'm just disappointed with the floor plan and placement of the stalls. It really gives me a headache when I actually stepped into the school compound. @@
But still... without this carnival and of course, along with it all the hard work of all the students of SMK Seri Mutiara, I don't think alumnis like us have such reason and opportunity to reunite back with people in the previous chapters of our lives.
Of course there are still tons of people who I met back that day. Regrettably was not able to take much photos. I miss all of you A LOT! Let's reunite every time we have a chance k? ;)I would really like to say a big thanks to all SMKSM teachers, alumnis, students as well as PIBGs. Only teamwork can make all of these possible. It was very regretful that the "bersih" riot just have to happen on the same day, if not I think more people would have attend the carnival.
I have some points of view to share regarding the carnival as well as the participants, regardless you are the organizer, helper or just come to support.
1. I actually realize there is some sort of internal conflict inside the PIBG or rather school themselves. It might be sound silly, but I kinda felt like besides Mr. Lim, other PIBGs are not directly involved. Either they refuse to participate, or not even been assigned to do anything, I don't know. But it just seriously doesn't seems nice.
2. I'm actually gonna comment on SOME of the students attitude towards the seniors. In the opinion of some of us seniors, we actually feel awkward, unwelcomed and some how looked down. I'm serious and I'm not even the 1 who complain this. I'm not gonna mention who is the ASS who acted as if now they are the boss of the school, but please... what makes you think you are so BIG and GREAT now? I'm a harsh and blunt commenter. While last time we are STILL in power, you practically stick to us like glue. And... now??? I'm sorry kiddo, you still have a lot to learn from us before you actually think you are the DAI GO/DAI KA JIE of the school. When step into OUR WORLD, THE SOCIETY... I tell you.. YOU ARE NOTHING!
3. As a senior that watch the school transform from the way since we are the pioneer, I actually felt proud. Mostly towards the form 5s this year. You all did great and your best. Noone can question that dedication. I have to say.. is like I practically watch you all grow up xD. Although some turn up to be the biggest jerk alive, and I dislike the cockiness that some of you have, but still... I'm proud.
I don't want to actually ramble more... I just want to end this with a HUGE THANK YOU!!!!!
Labels: events, school, thoughts
~~Song recommendation~~ Tuesday, June 28, 2011 @ 6/28/2011 12:21:00 PM Hi guys, it's been awhile since I do a post regarding to music and stuff.. well in fact is been awhile since I update my blog xD.
So here's the song I recommend to you guys.
"I wanna go" by Britney Spears
Lately I've been stuck imagining
What I wanna do and what I really think
Time to blow, out.
Be a little inappropriate
'Cause I know that everybody's thinking it
When the light's, out
Shame, on me.
To need, release.
Uncontrollably...
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt I got running through my mind...
Wo-oh-oh
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt i got running through my mind...
Wo-oh-oh
Lately people got me all tied up
There's a countdown waiting for me to e-rupt
Time to blow, out.
I've been told just what you do with it
We keep both my hands above the bla- blanket
When the light's, out.
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-wanna-go-lyrics-britney-spears.html ]
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/britney-spears-lyrics/i-wanna-go-lyrics.html ]
Shame, on me.
To need, release.
Uncontrollably...
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt I got running through my mind...
Wo-oh-oh
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt i got running through my mind...
Wo-oh-oh
Shame, on me (shame on me...)
To need, release (to need, release...)
Uncontrollably (uncontrollably, -lably, -lably, -lably...)
I-I-I wanna go-o-o (I wanna go...) all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o (I wanna show...) all the dir-ir-irt I got running through my mind
I-I-I wanna go-o-o all the way-ay-ay taking out my freak tonight
I-I-I wanna show-o-o all the dir-ir-irt i got running through my mind...
Wo-oh-oh
Why do I like or love this song??
Well... mainly of course its tune. It somehow makes feel high xP
And of course.. the lyrics!
You see... everyone has a DIFFERENT side, and yes... that includes me in it, just NO ONE had ever seen it before. hahaha. And I also sorta feel like this song tells people there's a LIMIT of PATIENCE in everyone and DON'T PUSH IT!
So~~ I've been kinda addicted to this song for say.. few days? It's definitely ON when I'm driving xD
Till next time! I'm gonna post regarding my results of 2nd semester. ;)
Labels: music
2nd semester final exams! Wednesday, June 8, 2011 @ 6/08/2011 10:08:00 PM WAH!!!! Exams definitely killed me!
I haven't exactly slept in 3 days!! T.T
I'm so freaking tired. Not to mention moody and sick.
Let's see. For 3 days straight， I have 2 subjects per day. PATHOLOGY is the WORST subject ever existed! What's with all the greek words! How difficult to memorize them!
Anatomy, therapeutic exercise, electrotherapy and english paper was... OK la. Was sort of surprised of myself when I had finish my english paper faster than I thought (usually ppl say there won't be sufficient time).
Health care system and professionalism paper is like... !@#$%^&*(. It just doesn't make any sense! How in the world from 8 components become 16 components?! Where did the other 8 came from?!
Studying for electrotherapy and HCS paper was the worst! All the terms to memorize.. I was on the verge of jumping off from my floor. Pathology too actually thanks to someone who sms me and forced me to immediately break up. I couldn't f***ing concentrate!
haiz...
Now... 2 more days to go. I just want it to faster end already! I need sleep and my body isn't exactly coping very well with all these.
That's all for now :)
Labels: college, exams, studies